WAIT AUSTIN MAHONE IS MY BROTHER!?!(brother fanfic/romance)

Chap 20

MELODY'S P.O.V
*4 hours later*
I opened my eyes and I checked my alarm clock for the time it was 5:00pm I thought about my dream it was of my mom telling me that Aiden killed himself and I punched a mirror and slit my wrists. I stretched and my hand hit off a wall and pain went through my hand I checked my hand to see why it hurt so bad when I looked my hand was all bruised and I had bandages on my wrists they looked like e the ones in my dreams but then I remembered that it really happened Aiden did kill himself and I did punch a mirror and slit my wrists. I started crying because he really was gone and I just felt awful my best friend isn't here anymore then Austin came in "Hey babygirl how are you feeling?" "Like shit" "Hey language" "Sorry" I said but you could tell that I didn't really care "Can I fly back for..." It hurt me so much when I said those two words "Aidensx funeral" Austin looked at me with sympathy written all over his face "Of course babygirl but I'll be coming with you too because I don't want you to be facing this all in your own" and I knew Austin if he said that he's coming he means it so arguing with him is a waste of time so I just nodded.My phone the started to blow up it was notifications and they all were from Cody
16 missed calls from Codyxx❤️😘
Codyxx❤️😘:Mels are you ok?
Codyxx❤️😘:Please talk to me
Codyxx❤️😘:You can come over to mine if you need to talk
Codyxx❤️😘:Melody seriously talk to me
Codyxx❤️😘:Please tell me if your fucking ok I am worried sick about you!
Codyxx❤️😘:Baby please
And that was the last of them so I decided to text him back
Me:Hey I'm sorry for worrying you and to be honast I'm not ok and I never will be I just lost my best friend and I won't heal from this thanks for checking up on me I appreciate it but I think I just need some alone time right now I'm flying back home to go to his funeral today I think but I'll text you before I go ok I'll see you later byexxxxxxx❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💋💋💋😘😘
I then shut off my phone and started packing the clothes I had all unpacked so I could be ready for when we leave am I physically stable for the funeral and removal?
No.
Am I gonna break down infront of everyone?
Yes.
How am I gonna be able to look at anyone in the eye?
I have no fucking clue.
*a few hours later*
I have finished all my packing so I'm ready to leave I'm leaving at noon tomorrow evening.I promised Cody that before I leave I would go over to him but I honastly don't want to and he has the same scedual as Austin so the next time I see him will be in an another hotel and he can't be mad at me for being upset right now I mean I lost a guy who I practically grew up with and he listened to every problem I had and even when I'm insicure about anything he was there to help me and I never thought he would do this I'm still in shock and in pain well mentally pain is that even a thing? I thought to myself but I didn't care I just shrugged it off and went back into my bed for another while by I heard a knock on my door so I went to go to answere it to reveal Cody? "Hey" He said with a warm smile but it instantly dropped when he saw my hand and wirsts "Mels what did you do to yourself?" He asked and I saw the tears in his eyes "I got angry then I got upset and I thought that it was just a dream but I woke up and I saw my hand and wrists and turns out that it wasn't a nightmare it's real and life sucks" I said and the tears were building up into eyes and I just broke down crying "Why is he gone? Why did they take him away" I saw ad Cody was hugging me and just letting me cry it felt good to just let it all out and saying it to someone.
Hey guys! Sorry I took a while to update its just that I'm running out of ideas for this book so I'm going to start to end it by I will try to make it 30 chapters long but if not I'm sorry and I probably won't be able to update for a few days cause I'll be busy but I hope you enjoy! And please vote and comment on what you think of this chapter ! I hope you liked it and thanks for reading:) love you guys❤️💋