World War Me

Everything is worth it

I lost a lot,

friends, family and meself.

I cried a lot,

in the night, in a corner and inside of me.

I hated a lot,

fake ones, school and meself.

I tried a lot,

homework, love and life.

I looked a lot, 

for friends, for respect and for acceptation.

But now I know what I didn't know back then

The losing showed me the reality of this society.
The crying showed me my true feelings for meself.
The hate made me fight and made me keep going on.
The trying learned me that you fail, learn from your mistakes and try again.
The looking brought me to who I am, to what I have and to what I love.

All of this was tough, but for all I am thankfull.
For learning me the reality, making me dream and bringing me to true love of my google+ family, friends, students and everyone else

Now I know what I didn't know back then

that all of this, all suffering, all persons and the hard past is worth it, for a beautiful future