Wattpad has always been one thing I've wanted to get into so badly yet I just can't. Once I start something, I struggle to stick with it. My terrible publishing schedule also has a lot to do with the fact that I procrastinate a lot. The only things I go out of my way to do nowadays are play minecraft. That's literally it. And if im not playing Minecraft, im buying clothes, watching YouTube or Skyping friends. I really don't do much else. However if I actually could push myself far enough to the point where I developed a schedule, maybe I could do this a lot more frequently. However, I am unable to do so. This is why I start stories and never come back to them. One day I get an idea, quickly write about it, then never add anything else to it. In all honesty. I've been more concerned about how I look and how much my clothes cost rather than keeping up a hobby or doing something productive. I've become one of those kids that you stray away from by going on sites like Wattpad, Twitter, Tumblr etc. Am I proud of this new me? In some ways, yes I am, it's about time I started taking pride in my appearance and it makes me feel great about myself. Do I like the person I've become in the past year? Yes I do, at school I am a lot more openly minded about things which most people, although older than me, can't seem to grasp yet. I fuck around in certain classes, I deliberately don't do homework sometimes, I'll make fun of people to get a cheap laugh but at the end of the day, don't we all? I know saying 'well if other people make fun of people, surely I can too' is wrong but at the same time, it's kinda true. If someone laughs at you, you laugh at them back. Everyone gets laughed at and everyone laughs at others. Which in my opinion is completely fine. So I know I've rambled on a bit here but my point is, in sorry I don't publish parts to stories on here anymore. I'm sorry I'm not nearly as active on any social media sites as I was a year ago. But trust me, I haven't just forgot about everything I have accomplished in the past year. I successfully made many friends over the Internet who live all over the world. I've had my fair share of romance as well, falling in love quite the few times. Altogether, I've changed so much as a human being and Id like to thank you all for that. I feel like being on the Internet for a full year changed me in good ways and bad ways, which I have all of you to thank for. I know I'm acting like a YouTuber with hundreds of thousands of subscribers but that's not the point. I have 37 Wattpad followers and 700+ Twitter followers which all consists of amazing people who put up with me day in day out, and for that, i am grateful. Thank you for this great year. Hopefully next year will be just as great. I love you all. <3
Went really off topic here but I guess this was a slice of the real me, not the story creator and writer me. Thanks for reading.
-Liam
