Almost lose it

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*Imani*
Im currently in my dressing room in a beautiful wedding gown that I could have never imagined being in.... well I could just not with the person I'm marrying I always thought it would be Trey, but that's a long story... not really it's just we found love in other people well at least I think. I sent him an invitation and also asked him to be the singer at my wedding I know that's a lot to ask from an ex but I really just wanted to see him again, and now I'm marrying this guy I don't really love FML. As all the bridesmaids and groomsmen finish walking down the aisle its soon my turn. I link arms with my Dad as I hear Tremaine's voice he never let me hear the song he was going to sing he said it was a surprise. As I'm walking I listen more to the lyrics.
"I hope it's everything you wanted, you deserve the best.
Always knew I'd be the reason, for your wedding dress." I think about the time when me and Trey went to a dress shop
*Flashback*
"That dress would look amazing on you," Trey said pointing to a gorgeous white wedding dress. He handed it to me telling me to try it on. I grabbed the dress running into the dressing room to try it on Trey was right it looked amazing. I stepped out of the dressing room as Trey starred at me he got up wrapping his arms around me saying "one day you'll be able to wear this dress"
*Flashback over*
And here I am wearing that exact dress but not for Trey, but for Elijah. "As the tears roll down your cheek, it's impossible for me to speak. My heart is beating fast, and my knees are feeling weak.
So speak now or forever hold your peace. Can't help but wonder from my seat if he know she was meant for me" Trey sang. Is Elijah really the one for me, I continued to think. "Does he know you are meant for me, do you know?
Can't help but wonder girl, you know you're meant for me girllll,
And if you didn't know, you are... you are." Should I really be marrying Trey instead I think as the song comes to an end. My eyes meet with Trey's as we get to the end of the aisle I look to Elijah he looks really happy, but am I, I continue to think. I look back at Trey who looks happy but seems heartbroken but I don't know why he has a girl, and I heard they were engaged. My thoughts of not really wanting to marry Elijah gets the best of me as I ran away from the side of beach the wedding was held I hear people calling after me but I continue running until I can't hear them anymore. I came across a waterfall I take off my shoes and sit there recapping everything that just happened thinking was this the right thing to do. As I'm thinking I hear someone calling my name I look back to see Trey coming after me... After all this time he decides to run after me but not when I caught him with Jennifer in that hotel that night tears well up in my eyes as I think I really just ran out of being married for a guy that cheated on me when he was supposed to love me. "What do you want Tremaine." "I just wanted to check on you," he said. "Well I'm fine this was my decision." "Imani me and you both know you did this for me." After he says that the tears begin to fall as he comes up close to me holding me. "Why'd you come after me." "Because I care," he said. "Oh now you care," I say barely above a whisper. "Look Imani I'm sorry I'll say it as many times as I can to prove it to you I didnt mean for that night to happen but it did and now im suffering the consequences for it." "Sorry doesn't change what you did Tremaine just go away I'm fine without you."
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Hope you liked the first chapter tryna create something different. Please comment what you think I really don't know how I feel about the story until I see your feedback.
Thank You!!!!
Mya

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