Mundane

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by mattimattix

by mattimattix

Afraid to tell you
That I was wrong
I did know nothing about you
And to realize it, it took me so long

And the way you held it back
How did I not see it
All your secrets, held in a sack
Call me a liar?
Might as well call yourself a hypocrite

And I do admit
It was wrong to say those things
But that was no valid reason
Flying away with your excuses, tempting me to break your wings

But why do I torture myself
It hurts to know that I can see you
But then I can't even reach you
I let go, but you hold on

I try to get over you
But the weight of your memory
Gets me under once again

I throw you away
And you drag me with you

Wanting to get rid of you
But when I do
I look for you again

Is it love?
Or is it my stupidity?

You're nearly 9,000 miles away
But it feels like your still here

If I see you again
I don't know when
But without you
Life has been mundane