Stolen Innocence

Chapter 1

Rape is a type of usually involving or other forms of perpetrated against a person without that person's . The act may be carried out by physical force, , abuse of authority or against a person who is incapable of giving valid consent, such as one who is unconscious, incapacitated, has a or below the legal

I guess you could say , my parents were never really close as it seemed , my mother was overbearing , and well my father he was Mr. Nice guy at all time . It was the summer of '99, my parents had recently divorced, I was 9 at the time, and I was to stay with mom because mom was the type to want people to think that her life and everything around her was perfect. I remember her getting a boyfriend , he was quite young , 26 to be exact , I rather not remember his name , it brings back bad memories , I was only 9 years old , a child filled with wonder and innocence , he ripped away from me on the night of August 15th, 1999 . I remember it like it was yesterday, my mom walked in on him raping me, she almost fainted but she quickly recuperated, and shoved him off me, my mom packed a mean punch on her, she punched him right in the eye and shouting words that I cannot repeat, last thing I remember before I blacked out, was me on the bed laying in my blood with tears streaming down my face.

I'm not quite sure where I am , but I hear people talking , I sniffed the air , it smelt like antiseptics and strong chemicals , something like the hospitals , I'm guessing I'm there . I'm not ready to open my eyes , if I do , I will have to face the reality that it really happened , why me ? What did I do to deserve this? Guess that will never be answered , I guess it's times to face the music , I cracked my eyes open a little bit , I check my surroundings . My father stood off to the side , he looked stressed , that was different , I've never seen my dad display any emotions but happiness before , well my mom stood next to him , looking hollow . In the middle stood the doctor with a clipboard looking quite stoic, like it's an everyday thing that a little girl gets raped by their mom's boyfriend. 

 My dad approached

me with a smile , he reached out his hand to touch me , I flinched back , he look shocked ,

"Dr. Fields, Why is she rejecting my touch? I'm her father, I won't hurt her", Dad said. Dr. Fields flashed a light in my eyes , I followed the light with my eyes , " It seems to me , that she is in shock , from the prior situation which is expected for rape victims" , "Rape ?! that was not rape" my mom shouted . " What the hell was it Lu-ann ? or are you that dense ? matter fact where were you when this was happening ? she is 9 , why was she left with that man in the first place." My father was fuming mad .  All this is so foreign , seeing all these new reactions and emotions , I'm not use to .