Best thing to happen

Chapter one

"Whore wake the fuck up," my mother yelled kicking my door open she then smacks me and tell me
"I told you to get up."
I yell in pain "Ouch!" She walked out I gabbed my sws sweater and black skinnies ,boxers and the same bra as yesterday I ran to the bathroom locking the door exactly after I entered. I slowly undressed looking in the mirror disgusted in myself
"Ewwww," I quietly whispered . I turned toward the old shower turning it to a hot setting I jumped in . I suddenly started to feel my wrists and thighs sting remembering what I did the night before . Looking down towards the deep cuts I trembled in pain but understanding I deserved it . I decided to not wash my hair but on to washing my body I poured body wash directly onto the open cuts holding back the tears . I washed off , wrapping the towel around my body I stepped out of the shower sliding on my boxers and clipping the straps to my bra . I threw the sweater and jeans on realizing jay will be here in twenty minutes I shoved my socks on my feet slided on my black combat boots . It seeming like smearing black eyeliner on I brushed over my blue hair to were the shaved side was more visible .

         " Hey lesbian,your girlfriends here to pick you up," mother screamed
I grabbed my backpack and yelled back
" She's not my girlfriend mother," I thought to myself I wish , she's the best thing to happen to me because without her I might as well kill myself she is the reason I'm still alive.
   My mom stared me in the eyes and said
" Fine you want to lie to me you can't come back tonight slut." I quickly slammed the door staring into Jay's beautiful dark brown almost black eyes , she grabbed my hand and stated
"it's okay Sam at least you have me and I love you , you can stay with my family tonight?" I tightly hugged her saying
"I love you too jay, and thanks I really appreciate it,"
"Any day love," she said back . She then checked her phone and said hurry we'll be late we ran to the car getting in I then realized our favorite band sleeping with sirens was on and she yelled
" man I'd have kellins kids," I then smiled loving her personality. We showed up while the bell rang we both ran to our separate classes everyone was of course already in the class room as I entered the room went silent I walked over to my desk and the room roared with laughter as many classmates yelled.
" oh look it's here," knowing I didn't identify as any gender I rolled my eyes annoyed already , others yelled
" ewwwww she's here I was hoping she would kill herself over the weekend," I started  crying I stood up to leave and was tripped I dropped my things , picking my purse back up I ran to the bathroom .