Coming To The Light

|Chapter 4| Jordyn Who?

|Jordyn|

My eyes stared straight into the ceiling as my knees were brought close to my chest as I rocked myself back and forth, careful not to wake a sleeping Christian.

I've always wondered what it would be like to have a parental guidance in my life, but unfortunately since I was a little baby I grew up in a foster home along with Lela.

We weren't blood sisters , but blood couldn't make us any closer than we already we're. She was a couple years older than me with her being twenty- six and me being only twenty-four.

Once she hit eighteen and was able to leave out of the foster home, she took me along with her and moved us into a ghetto, run down, apartment.

It wasn't the best at the time but it was all we could afford then. Since I was the only one enrolled in school then, she worked her ass off by working at two jobs night and day, and sometimes I wouldn't even see her.

I'd always try to compromise with her and make her agree to let me get a job but all she said was no and rejected my offer by saying " No Jordyn, I'm not about to let you get distracted from your school work. I got this."

But that didn't stop me. I worked two jobs just as she did and it helped pay off bills a lot faster.

Now here we were, her being my manager and helping me book BIG company photoshoots such as Victoria Secret, Sprite, and the list goes on.

But I've always wondered what my parents were like. How did they fall in love? What do they look like? Was I burden to their lives to put me in a foster home?

Questions always blossomed in my mind when it came to thinking about them. Even though I've never made an effort to try and look for them, I still wanted to know about them.

I looked over at Christian and saw his chest heaving up and down. I took in his facial features admiring them.

He kind of favored me in some way , but maybe I was just kidding myself. They do say when you hang around people for too long you start to look alike. But we looked way too alike.

I shook the thought out of my head and climbed on top of him, straddling him.

" Morning sunshine." I whispered in his ear before I pecked his ear.

I noticed he started stirring in his sleep causing me to giggle a little.

I slid my head down to his member causing him to quickly sit up, startling me.

" Hey, hey Cree cut it out." He said not looking at me.

I looked at him as a annoyed expression took over my face. Did he really call me her name? Damn.

I slapped him in his chest, " Did you really just call me her name?!" I said with attitude in my voice.

His face tensed up as he started to reach for my face but I quickly brushed his hands away and got off of him.

" Baby wait." He said getting up after me.

I tried to quickly walk into the bathroom before I felt myself being jerked back. Tears threatened to fall on my waterline.

" It was an accident okay, baby come on don't be like that." He said kissing me on my neck as I tried to get out of his tight grip.

I knew he was only trying to trap me, and I fell for it time and time again.

" No, stop." I mumbled as his kisses starting bringing me in a trance.

He roamed his hands down my body and shivers started to take over my exposed body. Shit.

I could feel myself getting moist more and more by his touch. I moaned lightly as his fingers massaged my pearl slowly.

All of it stopped when we heard his phone ring causing the moment to quickly vanish. I rolled my eyes as I pushed his hands away knowing it was his annoying ass wife.

Damn can't she just go away?

" Hello?" He said as he started putting his pants on.

" Yes baby I know....of course not I just got tied up at the office last night....yes Cree.... no baby.... baby I'm on my way right now I ended up sleeping in the office...-"

I just shook my head at his lies. His wife was so stupid and blind to see that he was screwing around behind her back.

I did kind of feel bad for her. I was the hoe in the position while she was the wifey and it seemed as if Christian didn't care at all about having two women in his life.

" I love you too baby." He said and hung up the phone , fully dressed now.

" You should've told wifey I said hey." I said obviously being petty.

His head slowly turned in my direction giving me a facial expression I couldn't read, " Don't play like that J. That shit ain't funny."

" Oh it really is. You just go and have your way and know how to play your cards right." I said shaking my head. I put my silk robe on and walked downstairs.

" Look why do you always have to want to argue all the time? Too grown for this petty shit you young kids got going on these days." He said following right on my tail.

" Baby just go home to your wife." I said and opened the front door for him so he could leave.

He leaned down and kissed the side of my face. I watched him walk to his expensive car that I didn't even know the name of and just chuckled to myself. Jackass.

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Another boring chapter but I'm really trying to update really fast. I don't like writing short chapters but they kind of motivate me to write more and help me write easier if that make sense lol. Please give me feedback! I really would appreciate it! I don't want to keep writing and nobody isn't willing to comment, vote or let me know anything. - Kayla 💜