Life Is A Lie

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I am aidan smith and I am suidical. I am 14 and i listen to rock. This story is about some parts of my life and what i do for fun. So mostly me and if you have quition I will answer them on the way of my life. And remember I am 14 so spelly is going to be bad. So thank you for reading and have a fun time.

My favorite music
I listen to normal music like the used, my chemical romance, avenged sevenfold, and others.

My favorite songs
Bird and the worm by the used
Teenagers by my chemical romance
The black parade by my chemical romance
And others

5 year old
The things that I remember is when I lost my virginity. I lost when a kid can to my house with his dad my mom knew the the dad so my and the kid "played."I was five so I had no idea what sex was. I was nearly in frist grade. So we went to the bathroom and pretty much had sex. So that happen about 2 or 3 weeks befor something happen with my mom and the kid dad.So yeah five crazy time.

P.s. the kid was about 13.

6-10 years old
it was not as bad as five. But you my mom yelled at me about school. I thought suidical things. Had four friends but they were retarded. My dreams were most of nightmares. My step mom abuse me for stupid thing and I didn't want to say anything because I thought my life would get better. Well it didn't.

11-12 years old
My papa died and my durg addicted aunt and uncle where there at the furnerol and so where there kids. The one of kids where crying over a toy at the end of the furunerl. I was thinking in my head "side really your crying over a toy and where next to my papa's

So yeah won't spoil my 13 and 14 year yet but it gets worse. This me and maybe you now why I am crazy in the head a bit.