*!*!*!*WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SELF HARM WHICH MAY BE TRIGGERING, IF YOU ARE SECCEPTABLE TO SELF HARM I HIGHLY RECOMEND YOU DON’T READ THIS*!*!*!*
As I awoke the next morning I walked into my bathroom and looked into the mirror and sighed, why couldn’t I be pretty?
Turning away from the mirror I stripped of my clothing and jumped into the shower, sighing as the scolding hot water ran down my shoulders. As I stood under the running water I began to go over my past in my mind.
I ran over all the things my mother put me through, all the beatings, the names, the hatred she had for her own daughter. How could a mother do that to her child? Drinking and drugs, that was the answer to that question.
Tears began to fall as I slid down the wall. I sat in the shower floor with my head in my hands, wonder why I was ever born. I kept running that threw my head, sighing I grabbed my little friend, my razor.
I made three jagged cuts going across my wrists and sighed as the blood ran down. Suddenly I heard a knock at my door.
“Scream are you in there?” I hear Jinxx’s voice call.
“Yea, be out in a sec.” I called back grabbing a cloth and pressing it to my wrist to stop the bleeding.
As soon as the bleeding stopped I finished up my shower and shut the water off then wrapped myself into a BVB towel and stepping out. I walked out into my room and into my closet. I picked out my black ripped skinnies and a Motion Theatre
T-shirt. I walk out of my close and over to my bracelet rope grabbing enough bracelets to cover the cuts.
When I was done I stole one last glance in the mirror and then walked out of my room and down the stairs. As I came into the living room, I saw all the guys on the couches that scattered in the room.
“Come and sit down Scream.” Andy said.
“What’s going on guys?” I asked, suddenly feeling a little nervous.
“It’s nothing you did Scream, we just want to know a few things from your past.” Ashley said.
I suddenly tensed and stared at them like they had four heads each. I began to shake and turned to go back to my room.
“Scream! Come back here!” Jinxx yelled out, jumping up to grab me. I made it to the middle of the stairs before I felt arms wrap around my waist.
“Shhh, it’s okay.” I hear Jinxx’s comforting voice in my ear.
He picks me up bridal style and carries me back down to join the rest of the guys.
“Scream we didn’t mean to scare you, we just want to know a little about your past to know some of the things you went through. That way if things come up we can help you. Okay?” said Andy.
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Adopted into a Rock Star's Home
FanfictionThis story is about the life of 17 year old Scream. Scream is a girl whose mother was not one of caring, her life is thrown upside down when her mother signs all her rights away, sending her to a foster home for how long though? Read on to find out!
