I was racist. I admit it.
Having a racial preference in the person who sexually excites you isn't something you want to say aloud.
But the truth was that I did have a racial preference. White men with an ethnic mix in their blood. I found them to be more cultured. More sensitive and aware. More bearable.
I refused to believe that someone purely white can have these characteristics. The only time I saw it happen was when a white guy grew up in an urban neighborhood.
So then my racist preconceived notion became.. white men in white cities were culturally deprived.
So Jonathan from Utah was neatly placed in that box- of men I don't fuck with. Culturally deprived men who seem to demand that you compromise what is real to you for what they want.
Until his joke.
