Shawn Mendes Imagines

First Meet (Sad)

Your Pov¶

You slowly walked to him, it was your first meet, you felt butterflies. His gorgeous hair, his perfect body, perfect soul, perfect life...Shawn Mendes. He looked at you, and he just stopped and his mouth opened, and he look taken aback, and you just stopped, and stood there. He looked at you concerned, you started to feel dizzy but then you started walking to him again, but slower, and unsure. You began to tear up, as the other girls started to call you fat and ugly, a bitch and told you to leave...
You couldn't take it, you looked at your mum, and then at Shawn, then you sprung towards the door, you ran. All the way home.

•2 hours later•

The meet was over and you knew it, you cried to yourself... You missed your one chance to finally meet him, you pulled out the pocket knife that you had taped to the bottom of the desk top. You pulled your sleeve, just to find that your scars had remained there but fading, you knew... These wounds would never heal. You began to cry, but you had begun to sing your favorite suicide song,
" Look at me now are you proud of your precious child? But I know you're not the one to blame. Its a disgraced, I was missed placed. Things have been going down never really up and here I am now stuck in this stupid rut. It's the world that should bow down its head in shame. I am sorry mum this world is just not my place. I have tried for so long to fix this and fit in, and I have came to realize that this world is full of sin, there is nothing for me here I am just a waste of space, I have got no reason to stay here with this awful race, born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place, it's okay though, cause you'll see me soon, you'll know when your time has come just look at the moon. As it shines bright throughout the night, and remember everyone's facing their own fight, but I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter. You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter. So let the world know, that I died in vain, cause the world around is the one to blame. And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone. Cause I am not really something to be dwelled on, that's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school, so I am going by the law majority rules, my presence on this earth is needed no longer, and if anything I hope this makes you stronger. You're the best friend that I ever had. Such a shame I had to make you very sad. But, just remember that you meant everything to me. And to my heart you're the only one that held the key. Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write. Yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight, I am watching over you from the clouds above, and sending down the purest and whitest dove. To watch over you and be my helpful eye. So this is it world... "Goodbye.""
Then one by one, you cut your skin, and it blood then had began to run down to your finger tips, and then to the blanket, then the sheets...then the bed... Then to the darkness you went...

•7days later•

You awake in a bed, and a room that burns your eyes, so you close them again...you then open them look around, everything is blurry, you see a boy and a girl...
Your vision starts to adjust and you see your mom, and she hugs and kisses you like it was the first and last time she would see you, she cried and said she loved you.
Then it all came back to you, you tried to kill yourself.

"Hey pretty girl, how are you doing?"

You heard, a beautiful raspy voice ask. You look over and see Shawn, freaking Shawn Mendes! Beside your bed, you begin to cry happily, and he said,

"Now, that's what I have been missing out on?"

You began to speak,

"Shawn I'm great, Shawn why are you here?"

He smiled and didn't even answer he just leaned over and kissed your forehead,

"Y/N you are so beautiful, your mom and I have been here all week watching you, I couldn't leave until I saw your amazing face, awake, alive, and smiling, you are just so beautiful..."

You watch him and begin to cry he looked like he didn't sleep, the you started to say,

"Shawn I'm sorry, so, so, sorry, I was just... I'm sorry i-i have anxiety and fear of publication."

"Hey Y/N you seem depressed, and I know we just met, well you just met me, I kinda feel like I have known you forever, but would you go on a date with me, when ever you feel up to it... Here is my number. Call me first thing when you get better OK beautiful? I have to go, bye..."

He kissed your head and left.

•two days later•

You were home and just about to go out with Shawn, you had a pink and blue sun dress on, with white converses, and a flower band in your hair and you curled your hair, you put on light make up, little mascara and eyeliner, and some lip gloss, he was going to pick you up at 6:30 its 6:00 so you sat on your bed and play flappy bird, and you had it all the way to 98 and then,

"Ding dong!"

Shawn was here, you put your phone down and walked slowly down stairs and your mom was standing there talking to him... But, he stopped mid-sentence when he seen you...

"Wow! Y/N just oh my-..."

He didn't even finish his sentence, you stood beside him, and he gave you his arm. You took it and said goodbye to your mom... He took you out to a field with a blanket, and candles, you both sat down and he put his arm around your shoulders, you looked at him, and he smiled, he then slowly leaned in, and you had never done anything on a relationship before, you didn't know what to do, but you were thinking too much and didn't realize that he was so close you could feel the warmth of his face, you closed the space, sending the world aback and time just stopped... It was just him and you... Nothing else mattered. When you pulled away he asked you something you'll never forget,

"Y/N will you be with me until the end?"

"Yes, Shawn I will..."

He kisses you again and lays back with you on his chest.

The rest is all up to you and remember, please request I'm at a loss... Thanks my lovelies!

Kristie♥