Till death shall we meet
For my death is not that far off
I shall see you after tonight
After I die
Only a couple hours left
Until I escape from here
We shall meet on better terms
Unless you are not there
Then I will have done this for nothing
Nothing that exists
You don't exist
It's probably in my head
You
I must have imagined you
But it's too late
Too late to save me
The plan has already started
The plan was for us to meet
But there is no us
Since you never existed
Maybe this wasn't in vain after all
Maybe this was for me to realize
That no one can save me
That I'm too far gone
For them to even try to save me
Much less to succeed