I stared out of the car window while watching the world go by, everything feels so unreal and slow like if nothing made sense. I should be excited but I didn't truly know how to feel because I had waited for this day which had seemed like years but finally it has arrived. I was going to see Fall Out Boy not just to see them but meet them too. I had planned my idea for the photo, I had planned what I was going to say and I had also written a note (well more a story) about my life. My body tingling with nerves I didn't want to screw up in front of my favourite member of Fall Out Boy who I fell in love with his voice and him in general since the day I first I heard him. He was called Patrick Stump. I just loved the way he smiled, the way how he talked and the way he laughed; it was like he knew he would make me jealous. I closed my eyes and sighed and listened carefully to Patrick's voice playing from the car radio. "Am I more than you bargained for yet? Oh, I've been dying to tell you anything you wanna hear cos' that's just who I am this week..." Patrick sang. I smiled. "What are you smiling at?" Asked my mum suspiciously. I turned my head to face her. "Mhm? Oh just thinking about Patrick that's all" I replied dreamily. My Mum chuckled "So what is this one called?" She asked, I sighed "it's called sugar we're goin' down they'll probably play it tonight knowing them". I said "Okay, how are you feeling?" Mum asked excitedly "Fine I feel fine." I replied. The truth was I was anxious, what if I have one of my panic attacks again? What if Patrick thinks I'm weird? My palms start sweating but I mustn't panic I must remain calm. I look out of the window again "40 miles to London" said a sign post. "Not far now" I thought "Not far now"........
I stand in silence in the waiting line "Any moment now Megan don't screw this up for yourself" I thought. I had been waiting in line for around an hour now and I was near the front of the queue. I checked I still had the note, it was in the pocket of my leather jacket, I started counting down the people from the queue. 7..6..5..4..3..2..1. Suddenly I was next and I was already sweating. I was ushered forward by a security man and signalled me to stop. After a minute he popped his head around the corner and looked back at me. "You may enter now remember you have one minute and thirty seconds so make it last alright?" He instructed me. I nodded and with a deep breath I walked around the corner. At once I saw Joe, Pete, Andy and most importantly Patrick who was grinning at me from ear to ear. "Hey! We're Fall Out Boy, what's your name?" Asked Patrick with a gentle smile "M-M-Megan" I stuttered "Shit! I need to relax, breathe Megan breathe" I thought. "Megan? Well that's a very pretty name! I would introduce myself but I guess you already know who I am right?" Chuckled Patrick and I giggled a little. I started to chat amongst the four members; I asked Joe about his daughter Ruby, I gazed in wonder as Andy described his tattoos "Around 2,000 I think" Andy said with a chuckle, I told Pete how much I loved memes just as much as he does which made Patrick laugh at that. Then I told Patrick that I listen to Michael Jackson, Patrick's eyes widened at this "Wait what is your favourite song?" He asked "Erm..I like Thriller and I think Speed Demon is pretty good" I replied in a heartbeat. Patrick looks like he's going to burst with excitement "Oh my gosh I LOVE Speed Demon it's one of my favourites!" Exclaimed Patrick. "Excuse me but we have to take the photo now" interrupted a bored-looking photographer. "Oh okay so what do you want to do for the photo? A group hug?" Asked Patrick, persuasively. It sounds like a wonderful idea, just to cling on to Patrick and have his arms around me seemed like heaven. "Erm.. I have an idea for the photo" I stuttered, Patrick looked crestfallen at this "Shit shit shit! Well done Megan you had to ruin it" I thought to myself. I set out my idea to them. "Right okay so Joe, Pete and Andy could you guys stand here and look like you're running" I instructed them and they positioned themselves. I turned to Patrick. "Now Patrick I need you to look possessed like in The Youngblood Chronicles and grab my throat so it looks like you're trying to kill me" I directed Patrick which he did just so. His hands were soft and light like velvet and held my throat lightly so he didn't hurt me. The camera flashed and the photo was taken, I knew now it was time to go. I hugged Joe, Pete, Andy and I saved Patrick to last. I snuggled into him and I felt him grip me tightly and he smoothed my back which I smiled and tried not to scream. "Thank you Patrick for being there for me" I whispered in Patrick's ear which then he held me tighter and I heard Patrick whisper back "you're welcome and stay safe okay?". I nodded into his shoulder and he released me. "Well goodbye guys see you soon and good luck" I said, trying hard not to cry. I felt like I had forgotten something, My note! "Hold on! I forgot to give you something!" I cried out, quickly handing over the note to Patrick who was smiling "When you said 'see you soon' I didn't know this soon" Patrick joked. I laughed "Okay I'm really going now goodbye!" I said, waving. They all waved back including Patrick. I turned around and walked away. I didn't know that this was to be one of many meetings with Patrick stump.
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