The sound of rain outside bringed you back to reality. You were in the school hall, lost in your thought. After while you just stood up and walked away to the bathroom.
"Fortunately" you whispered. Everyone were outside so you had peace for yourself.
That guy, Kim Hanbin. Since the first time you saw him, you felt really weird. You felt that you are unwanted when you were around him, even you were with your friends, his bandmates. Bobby always told you to not care about this, that he's acting like that when he likes someone. Sure.
Everytime they left you and Hanbin alone, the awkwardness and nervosity in air was able to be touched. Aigoo, just fuck it.
"Hey! Answer me!" you heard voice.
You were in ladies bathroom, but, it was guy voice..? He probably called you for some time. Before you could asked what he wanted, the door opened.
"____ ah! " the guy stepped inside and looked at you, sittining on floor. "Are you okay?" he asked and sit next to you.
"Aa, yunhyeong, don't worry I am, why do you ask?" you replied.
Yunhyeong was your best friend. More like best friend, he was like your brother.
"Mm just, the lesson started already and you weren't here..." he said.
"Oh i didn't notice!" you nervously replied and looked around to know what was the time. You didn't even know what lesson you had.
"Don't worry ___, we don't have to go there" Yunhyeong brightely smiled. "I wanted to ask you something. Will you come to our dorm at evening, we just decided to celebrate our hard work and debut and friendship and just.. we want to make good evening. It would be nice if you could come."
"Really i--" you chocked.
"Is something wrong?"
"No! I just, I'm happy. I'll definetly come!" you smiled.
"Well, see you at 8pm!" he waved and left.
When the school ended, you quickly run to shop to buy some little gifts and then home, to dressed yourself.
Well, you didnt think it would be such problem. You wanted to look like shining star, look happy in your dress. But every dress you choosed was too...short. You really didnt want to look like some easy girl, even tho it was your closest friends.
"God!" you almost fainted when you looked at clock. It was 15 mins before 8pm. Quickly you just choosed one dress without looking, some necklase and shoes.
"Not so bad, girl" you said to yourself in the mirror before leaving. Classy black dress with gold belt, almost invisible gold necklase and black highheels. Easy but perfect. Happy with yourself, you quickly left to meet them finally.
From distance you could already see Bobby.
"Hiiii" you greeted.
"Finally, I'm waiting for you here!" he made angry face.
"Oh, really? But I'm 1 minute late, so excuse your face" you said and he smiled in response.
Entering the dorm, you heard music, louder and louder.
"What's that?" you asked and catched Bobby staring at your body. "Yah!"
"Eh what? Yes, um, we are gonna play some game" he said and shaked his head.
"You look really nice, really...nice" he said after while. The pause in his sentence was way too long. Did he mean it in good or bad way?
Bobby opened the door and you saw 6 guys jump around table and make weird noises.
"Hey, ____ is here!" Bobby screamed.
They all stopped and turned to you.
"Woo so nice" they said.
"Thank you" you almost started blushing, when Yunhyeong screamed "Now the party can begin for real!" and pushed you to the table.
There was soju in 8 glasses.
"Geonbae!" everyone screamed at the same time and drunk it.
Woah, it was strong or you just didn't drink for too long time.
"Another one" Donghyuk said and immediately filled all glasses.
As always, you could feel Hanbins eyes, checking you, from head to shoes. It felt like he was trying to find the smallest mistake on you, so he could make your relationship more awkward and strange. But you didn't care now. It wasnt just because of soju, but because you weren't here for him, but for all your friends to have nice funny night together.
Social games was first thing you did. You couldn't even catch breathe how much you laughed. You guys tried pocker as well, or something like pocker in shownus version. Geonbae sounded lots of times and music was louder and louder.
"Heyyy hommies, its Rhythm Ta now" Bobby mentioned. "Choose a partner and dance"
You choosed Yunhyeon of course and started dancing. Yeah, "dancing" . You all were already little drunk. The atmosphere was just too good for any caring. You didn't see Hanbin still looking at you secretely. Without notice that Rhythm Ta didnt play anymore you still danced and you felt your legs being weak because of uncomfortable shoes.
"I need rest" you waved at them and layed on the sofa, took the shoes down.
Few minutes later Junhoe joined you, and then others.
"Woah, after midnight!" Hanbin said n pointed at the time on tv.
"It's just the right time to raise and shine" Jinhwan laughed and searched for bottle with soju.
"No, I dont want anymore" you said.
"Just this one okay" he replied and pushed full glass into your hands. Well, this one dont kill you.
"What about some good movie?" Chanwoo asked and everyone nodded.
"Jiwon ah, can I lend some your tracksuit and jacket?" you silently asked him. "Its uncomfortable already"
"Of course, ____ ah. You know where they r" he smiled in response and you stood up.
"I'll come back soon, start without me. I need to change to something more comfortable" you said to them all and left.
You walked upstairs and opened door, started searching for his closet with tons of tracksuits.
"Hmm, yes perfect" you were talking to yourself and didn't hear the door open. When you had what you wanted, you turned around and freezed.
"Hanbin?? "
He stood before you, no expression in his face.
"What are you doing here? " you asked.
"Just wanted to talk to you" he replied, not stopping his deep look into your eyes.
"Ahh, talk to me about what? That I'm awkward being around with, again?" you angrily said. "I don't want to hear it now. "
You started to walk away but he stopped you.
"Let me" you said and continued walking.
He didn't try to stop you again. When you reached the door and wanted to open them, you couldn't.
"Huh?!" you couldnt believe. They were locked?
"Hey what you--" you turned around and tried to scream at him, bt he was just right behind you and quickly covered your mouth, while he pushed you against locked door.
"Shhh" he smiled. "I said I just wanted to talk with you."
Was that lust what you saw in his eyes? He released hand from your mouth and grabbed both your wrists with one hand and squished you more against the door.
"About what? " you asked silently.
"For example.." his eyes looked all over your body, " why do you do this to me?"
"What" you were shocked. "What am I doing to you again?" you were angry.
His hand went down to your hips. He grabbed your butt and pulled you against his hips.
"This" he said with deep voice.
You could feel the bulge under his jeans.
"I--" you tried to say something but he silented you with hungry kiss.
What was that? Was there any chance that Bobby was right?
You bited his lip to make him stop. Hanbin only smirked.
"Bad girl" he growled and continued to kiss you.
His hold on your wrists was strong. With his other hand he rubbed your butt and still pulled you against his member. He was so big already. Few seconds ago you felt his hand moving down to the end of your dress. You murmured into his kiss.
"What? " he whispered into your ear.
"Hanbin, please .. " you silently said.
He still continued under your dress, rubbing your inner thighs and pulling them apart with his leg.
"Tell me.." he bitted your neck and you had to silented your sigh.
You felt his hand under your panties, masaging your clit. You squeezed your teeth to not make any sounds.
"Are you really gonna be like this?" he asked deeply, pulled you towards bed and threw you there, immediatelly locking you under his body. He started sucking your neck and collarbones and continued massaging you. You didn't even notice that the dress you wore was somewhere on the floor already. He roughly kissed his way from your neck to your breasts. You could feel his smirk.
"Moan for me " he growled before he entered you with his fingers and started sucking your nipple.
"Hanbin ah.. " you couldnt hold it anymore. After he heard his name came out from your lips he started move his fingers quickly. You didnt even have to help him from his tshirt and jeans. You rubbed his member through boxers. He was so hard.
"You are so wet for me" he smirked and pulled his boxers down.
"B-but" you said when you saw his member. You didn't expect it.
"You like?" he gently kissed you n held your wrists.
"I wish you could scream my name, but you have to be silent, baby girl" he smirked and before you could say anything, he pulled inside you.
You almost saw stars. He was too quick and rough.
"No no continue " you told him when you realised he slowed his speed.
He speeded up again. He was hitting your spot so good and you felt like coming soon.
He pushed even harder and quickier.
"Hanbin~" you wanted to scream because of the pleasure but thank god he silented you with his kiss. Your body was in fire and sweating just like was his.
"I'll be soon" he sighed into your lips and held your wrists stronger.
"Me too" you moaned as he hitted your spot again.
Your moans filled whole room and few seconds ago he colapsed nex to you, catched breathe.
"Hanbin I--" you started.
"No, don't say anything okay?" he smiled at you. Did you ever see him smiling at you?
" We will talk later. Now we have to go back soon or it'll be really weird"
You almost forgot that you weren't alone here and you weren't home.
"Yes true" you nodded. "But i just want to know, Bobby once --"
He gave you tracksuit and jacket you took before. "Yes, Bobby was right" he winked.
