Speak Now

OK you guys… I have been reading a lot of song fics lately and I wanted to try one of  my own. I have mostly read the ones about the song Speak Now by Taylor Swift. So, just to start off, I thought I would start with one of those then move on to some more difficult songs! J Well, I hope you enjoy my first try at a song fanfiction! Enjoy!

Tomorrow would be the day that Edward and Tanya were getting married and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I had gotten the invitation two weeks ago in the mail. Probably from Alice since she would be the only one who could possibly find me expect Charlie. Besides who else would try to look for me in Alaska where I now attended the university. I could go if I wanted to. We were on break up here since it was the summer. I mean I didn’t even need to take a plane to get there. It was only three towns over. It would only take me about 10 hours to get there.

Nothing was really stopping me. I had forgiven Edward long ago. I still loved him with everything I had. It stills hurts to think he will belong to another woman! He belongs with me! He has always belonged to me! I know that day he left he loved me. I saw the pain in his before he walked away for the last time. He loves me dang it! I know he does! He probably left me thinking that he was protecting me! He was a fool! That is what he was and if I could only show him that I still loved him maybe he would come back!

I just need to hear him say that he truly didn’t love me. If he didn’t I would let him go. I would let him go. I just needed to here him say it like he meant it and I would walk away from him.

Just like it seemed like he always wanted me too.

With a new resolve I walked to me bedroom, pulled out a bag and began packing. I put everything I need in there and zipped it up. Shutting everything I went out to my truck threw me and my stuff in and started off to Windmere, the town where the wedding will be held. When he said it then, and only then, would I truly be at peace with him and myself. Only then.

                                                                              -X-X-X-

 I'm not the kind of girl

Who should be rudely barging in

On a white veil occasion

But you are not the kind of boy

Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends

And her snotty little family

All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid

Somewhere back inside a room

Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

I parked my truck where no one could spot it and got out of it. I spotted the back door and walked to it and  threw the door. I kept changing my mind that way Alice wouldn’t catch me. Walking down the hallway that lead to where the wedding parties where being held I could here voices, mostly Tanya, talking. Well, Tanya was yelling at some poor bridesmaid because her hair wasn’t fixed right. I caught a glance at the bridal party who looked like huge pastries in the hideous pink color that she had dressed them in. I didn’t know much about fashion, but even I knew that color was a big no-no.

“I SAID THAT I WANTED BLUE FLOWERS! NOW PERRIWINKLE! UGH! CAN‘T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT YOU IDIOT!” Tanya screeched and someone ran out of the room with a glare that could melt ice on her face. She went directly into the room across from where Tanya was at, slammed the door, and turned the lock. I wanted to shout “YOU GO GIRL!” but I was trying to be un-seen and that would give away my cover.