I've been in emergency room for a few times now - not only for others. And everytime it makes me realize how fragile a life is. I feel lost there, to be honest. All the doctors are just walking around the hallway like they're catching a bear and I'm just sitting there and feel so useless. No one really seems to care about me or one of the others sitting next to me. You start noticing every breath you take and every breezy that blows against your skin. Just like every move you make. It makes you feeling alive in a terrible way. You just want to run away but you're stuck in feeling everything..
