During the whole ride back, I was just sitting at the back quietly. I just kept staring… no it was more like glaring at Jinhwan oppa. He knew! He knew I like him yet he acted like he had no idea! What did he take me for? A fool? I wasn’t really mad but I guessed I was a little upset. The fact that he just continued to ignored me even though he knew I like him.
Junhwe was just staring at me, I knew he was staring at me but I didn’t feel like talking to him. He was a traitor! How come he didn’t tell me, his one and only sister? I felt like I was alone against the world. I just looked out the window and Junhwe just kept poking my shoulder.
“What!” I half-shouted at him as I was annoyed by his non-stop poking but everyone just stopped chit-chatting and stared at me, surprised by my sudden shout. I just looked at them blankly and Jinhwan oppa gave me that unreadable look.
“Junhwe, what did you do again?” Bobby oppa asked Junhwe as he knew I wouldn’t get mad for no reason, it always had something to do with Junhwe. Junhwe just shrugged acting innocent so I got even more irritated so I just punched his shoulder hard and he whined in pain.
“I’m going to reveal your secret if you keep hurting me!” Junhwe teased but he didn’t me to react the way I reacted. I just glared at him and kept punching his shoulder and he was just confused, as normally I would obey what he told me to so he wouldn’t reveal my secret. But he had no idea that I heard his conversation with Donghyuk. Why would I care anymore? Jinhwan oppa knew it already!
“Say it!” I provoked him and it was a little funny to see his reaction. He was completely dumbfounded by me. I just kept on punching his shoulder and told him to say it but Junhwe just stared at me as if I have lost my mind and stopped me from hitting him.
While Junhwe was suffering alone, the others were just amused by his pain. His pain was their happiness. They just laughed but Donghyuk had that confused look on his face as well. He gave me that confused look but I just glared at him to which he just avoided and looked out of the window, completely ignored his friend who was asking for his help.
“I can’t help you, Koo Junhwe. You kind of deserve it.” Donghyuk stated and Junhwe just gave him that quick glare before whining again. Bobby and Hanbin just laughed at both of them while Jinhwan oppa still had that unreadable look on his face.
I stopped hitting him when he said he admitted his fault and I just went back to sulking. Junhwe just smiled a little and glanced at me at the corner of his eyes while Bobby looked at me suspiciously. He seemed to bother Hanbin so Hanbin would tell him what he knew but Hanbin wouldn’t tell him. I was just glad that he didn’t ask Donghyuk or else Donghyuk would tell him right away then realised ten minutes later that he wasn’t supposed to say it and that it was supposed to be a secret.
Yunhyeong oppa decided to stop at the resting area as everyone were complaining that they were hungry. And before getting off, we played a game to decide who would pay for everyone and it was Junhwe but everyone knew he was too stingy to pay for everyone so they just looked at me with pity as they knew I would be the one paying on his behalf. I just sighed and wondered why it had to be me.
“Why aren’t you sleeping?” Junhwe asked me random question as he felt that I was kind of cold with him. I just stared at him, I wanted to choke his neck but I held it in. I must calm down; he must have a reason why he wouldn’t tell me. But did he not know that it would be embarrassing for me, the person I liked knew that I like him all along and I was like a fool by myself acting like I have nothing for him. Such a fail!
“Junhwe-ah… why don’t you tell me?” I asked him softly and he just stared at me blankly, not knowing how to answer, I knew he realised that I heard what he was talking about with Donghyuk. He was feeling guilty but he tried not to show it and I just smiled bitterly.
YOU ARE READING
apple of my eyes | k.junhoe [completed]
Fanfic"You're my most precious person, my strength, my weakness, my smile and my laughter. You're everything I need to survive. And unconditionally, I love you.You're the apple of my eyes..." - KJH