The Boy with a Dark Head

Chapter 4 The thoughts

Chapter 4 

  Being thrown out of the hospital pain a suffering aces in Coles heart trying to be let go of the police men they viscously keep a tight hold on Coles arms. The with a sudden push, he's thrown at the ground of the hospital. Rain starts to pour in, covering his tears that he releases of his body. Coles helpless of not even getting up. Thoughts roam in his head.. did he fail?.. should he listened to his self conchies? he blacks out.. closing his eyes, wishing the world was a beter place for him. wishing that he was.. "Normal" not.. "bullied" or.. put down like this. 

   As down as he was, he gets up struggling with his arm to forcefully carrying him up.. he slips.. "what's the point.. I give up..." Cole cry's, "I'm....nothing to no one.. who would eve understand me... Sam is gona hate me.. I have no friends..no one to make a bond with.." his eyes start closing more and more as the water of the rain slowly rises on him.. but sudden shout, "That's him! that's the one!" a voice heard of echo's of the hospital from a man, "ahhh you must be Cole.. SOMEONE GET HIM A ROOM! He's di-" the Voice blacks out.. as Cole faints away.

  The next few hours later Cole awakes again in a room paralyzed and frightened of what happened he looks around and ponders to himself, "am I...home?" a door opens from the far left of his view a women walks up to him, "ahh finally sleepy head is awake, are you ok sweaty?" "who are you?" I ask the women, "I'm Sam's mother, and she's been worrying about you, she's in the living room on the computer  do you want to see her?" "Yes!" with a sudden shout from Cole. Sam's mother giggles, "here honey let me get these bandages off you."

   Sam's mother slowly take the bandages off Coles head and arm where some cuts where. "why are you helping me.. live?" I beg your pardon?" Sam's mother questions, "like.. im a monster.. nobody likes me" "Cole.. your the same as everyone around you, and no may not like you.. but Sam does! she never stops talking about you" "really?" Cole Questions, "yeah!" Say Sam's mother. Cole slowly gets up out the bed and walks out into the bedroom, wondering around the house to find the living room. its only seconds before he heard.. "Cole!! your ok!!" with a random hug from behind, "I could not stop worrying about you.. I thought you were gone.." Sam Studiers, "im ok.. just a few bumps here and there" Cole explains, "well.. be more careful silly!" Sam smiles with joy as she says that.

   Sam sits down on the sofa with Cole as they talk about what happen at the fire, She Shows Cole her wound on her elbow and a patch that showed how much blood she lost. "you know you saved me Cole!.. thank you" She blushes, "me saving you?... nahhh it was nothing" as Cole smiles, "its time for dinner you to!" Sam's mother shouts. Coles mind screams, "I have to get home! my moms probably worried sick about me!" Cole says with worry "Honey, I called your mom and told her how you are, she doesn't care if you spend the night here.. I told you were" Quiet sounds the room for a second. 

  Cole says, "I would love to spend the night!" as he Smiles, "Good. now lets eat!" as the small group surrounds the dinner table to girls and Cole eat and eat.. being full to his stomach. Sams Mother wonders off into a different room while Sam and Cole were left alone at the dinner table, "My mommys a good cook? huh Cole?" Sam smiles with question, "YES! god.. I haven't felt this full sense the day I had 4 double cheese burgers and a large Fire over at McDonalds!" Sam laughs, "wow.. you really are a boy" the two laugh. 

  its only a couple hours later and Cole needs to write.. he couldn't find his journal but as he looks around, "You looking for this?" Sam's mother asks as she holds Coles journal, "how did you get this?" "your mother brought it over.. she told us you love to write" Cole Smiles, "Thank you!" "your welcome Sweaty." Cole runs into the living room and turns on a lamp and begins writing

  -October 9 Thursday at 12:14AM-

     Today was different.. I don't mean the tittle of today.. but I mean that I'm starting to realize that maybe I am loved.. but I don't even know until I see for myself. I could be wrong.. but I guess I have to find out.. I don't have much to write right now but I know there will be more to write soon!.. Thank you Sam for being in my life...

                                                                                                -October 9 Thursday ended at 12:36 AM-

    Cole wakes up in a sudden panic, not from no dreams but from a sudden fright of him feeling a breeze. He looks at his phone to see that time it is. Its 9:21AM in the morning, "what am I doing up.." Cole whispers to himself, "I should really..-" suddenly a voice appears in his head, "YOU MONSTER......... GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE....... GET OUT.... GET THE FUCK OUT AND NEVER COME BACK!?! *click click*....*BOOM*" the voice was strong in his head... Cole fears something... what if... that image was gona happen in real life? what if.... Sam thinks hes a monster? who knows.

    After hours of staying up and not falling asleep Cole ponders for more wondering information about his voice he heard in his head. Why did that happen a couple hours ago.. will this happen again? Cole shakes in fear. out of no where Cole gasp for a breath of air he rushes out side. *beep beep* Coles phone goes off, he looks down.. its a text from a random number and trying to figure out who it was from.. he doesn't know. Cole opens the text and reads it out loud "if you think your gona get Sam.. your wrong you Monster, She's just trying to make you feel beter. she doesn't like you no one does, there all trying to make you feel special. your nothing in this world. nothing."

    Cole throws his phone on the ground breaking it into pieces and stomping it on the ground rages and tears up. He hears a voice from behind.. "Cole.. I need to talk to you.."