Joe sugg

Chapter 7

Christmas passed and so did January 1. He would be leaving January 6 to February 7. I couldn't think about not having him for a month I was so scared. That January 5 night Casper purposes to Jenna at dinner. As soon as it happened she cried and ran to her room. I ran after her to find her crying on her bed. "What's wrong Jen are u okay?" She replied with the "I'm lesbian" "WHAT?" I yelled Casper ran down to her and hugged her and asked what was wrong. I bright him to the other room and told him. He came back to the room and started  crying as so did she. I left the room and told joe. Jenna packed and left and we never saw he again. Just like that she was gone. It was difficult for Casper. I understood his pain. But when Kayla left a couple weeks ago I regret leaving lesbian Kayla and Jenna who is now a lesbian home alone. The next day I drove Oli and Casper who was in the back, and joe holding my hand in the front. I couldn't stop think about being alone for a whole month. I dropped them off and got out of the car to hug joe. The first night alone was difficult. I hadn't been alone in a bed for over a year now. It was different not having him. For the weeks he was gone I stayed home and blogged and used joes 2 vlogging camera and filmed some montages. That February 6th night, I couldn't sleep I was to excited. It was in the morning. I threw on some black high waisted jeans and a tight tie dye crop top that joe liked on me. I pared it with a black leather Michael kore purse and some white converse. I looked quite nice actually. I used some winged eye liner and put my hair in a a loose pony tail. I didn't care what he was wearing as long as it was him.