Memories (a kalin white love story)

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Kenni's Po

I was asleep until my little sister woke me up.

"k, im hungry." she said in a sleepy voice

"You want some uhhh MONSTER TOAST GRR" i said tickling her

Her loud loud laughter filled the room. I won't lie, she's the main one that makes me happy the most.

"Noo, i want princess toast!" she said still giggling

"ok you stay here and watch sophia the first, k?"

"k"

it took me a while to make her breakfast, but i was walking back up to my room and she was gone but Kalin was sitting on my bed. i walked into my moms room and gave April her food. I was walking back and kaolin was still there of course.

"Can we talk please?" Kalin

I sat there and looked at him, i wanted to punch him in his face but i kept all of my anger in.

"Kennedi, can you at least say no? I haven't heard you voice in a long time, I've kind of forgotten what it sounded like..."

I sat there and stared at him, until I just couldn't hold it back any more. I sat there with tears rolling down my face. He immediately ran to me and held me.

"It's ok baby girl, you don't have to talk." he said

I was so done with the crying, what was i spoused to think? We are going to be together forever? i chuckled and looked at him. He's just like any other boy. Beautiful as hell, but plays with my heart, but i know how this will end, me running back into his arms. Telling him how much I love him. But the reality is, I probably don't even know what real love is, how it feels. I've always been told by people "love never dies" but every thing has an ending. No, I'm not over him, Im over all of this crying just because of his games, well two can play at this game. Just watch me.

I instantly start putting on me a face. A fake smile basically.

"So, Kalin, what did you want to talk about?" i said smiling

"why you left?" he said confused

"I think we both know you already know the answer " i winked at him and went to the bathroom

Its been a week now and i have a whole new wardrobe, when i say that i mean, no more loose boyfriend jeans its more like skinny jeans and crop tops. I mean well this is what people want to see? Im never really at my house any more, I've been doing more dancing that I've ever done. I go on different tours with rappers. Today I'm with the HBK gang and P-lo gave me a name "Trap girl Kenni" the more i think about it, it fits how i act now. I have been ignoring all contact with everybody but my little sister, every time i FaceTime her i can hear some body in the background so i tell her ill call her later. oh yay another emotional text from kalin

Where are you? I need you by my side.

Usually I would just ignore his text, but something about this one looked sincere. I kept repeating the 'i need you' part.

Its been an hour and nobody knows where i am. Im sitting in Miami, to specify south beach. To my surprise, theres nobody here, only an old man with his dog. I received another text from Kalin:

Have you gotten any sleep? When was the last time you were home?You've changed, But I don't want to lose you. If you have actually given up on our friend ship, I will stop texting you, don't respond to this if you want me to leave you be you can, but i just wanted to let you know I do love you and you will always have a place in my heart. Can I just see you one last time, I mean like, before you completely change?

Was I really over kalin?

If i was, then i wouldn't know what love is. Which means,

To Kalin: i love you