The Girl And The Mirror

Loop around the neck

Kasey was laying on the bed. Doing nothing. Her life was nothing. For her. Dreaming about unreachable things like love and society, she was different. Noone she knows is thinking. She don't know a lot of people. Her only friend is a small loop she was getting as birthday present every year. "It's my party. Present time!" she says this one sentence every year. It's her old tradition to sit back of rusty small table, eating a can of peas and thinking. She was never doing anything else. Just thinking. She felt like whore, bitch, peas eating bitch who do not deserve a pinch of humanity. Or friends. Do not deserve anything. She threws the can of peas on the floor where it leaves a slimy, green spot. She looks at one nice, old present box with small bowtie on the top. As she opens it, her eyes are getting bigger, with playful twinkles of happiness and anger. She smiles happily and lick the small tear what came out of her eye. She picked the loop from the box. "That is what I always wanted" she says with whispering temperament thone as her voice is shaking. "Thanks myself."

She felt heart warming feel, when she threw the end of loop trought old ceiling fan. Happiness. Finally here. Finally free. The 11th year of trying, she feels today it will be different. She threw her head trought the loop and kicked the stool. As her body was hanging from the old fan, she smiled. First smile. Something cut trought the rope and she fell to ground. "Why is this life doing this to me." A lot of tears were dropping and rolling down her face, touching the cold ground after pouring trought her chins. Soon tears were replaced by blood.

She closed her eyes, but when she opened them, she was in room. Cold white walls, keeping her from her confidence, keeping her confused were empty. It was just a room with small mirror in the middle. Kasey came closer, and touched the dusted glass. She was staring at her reflection, at her messy bun and blue eyes, red lips and brown eyebrows as her hair. Then she starts to stare at her hand. It was covered in scratch from knife, her cut veins and skin. Is this a dream? She doesn't have a white room in her house if she remembers it right. Or even mirror. She touched the mirror with other hand too, and it started to suck her into it. She fell and it seems that it poured her into another dimension ..

"What's this?" she confused looked around. This is the kind of land that you can see when you take too many hard drugs. Nonsense things were messed up and made even more weird creatures and objects. Randomly flying flowers when the whales are riding on yellow scateboards down the hill meanwhile buss are swiming on sea from candies. "What the actuall fuck." she started thinking as usually. "Where the hell I am? Hell..thats right. So its official. Im dead. Finally!" She startes dancing around when a small batwinged lizard crawled behind her. "Excuse me." The weird lizard started talking to her. "Excuse me but you are standing in the middle of the road." Noone knows if she was scared or confused but only thing that she was able to reply was: "And what? I can stand whereever I want to stand. But can you tell me where am I?" Weird blue creature with big brown eyes stared at her in time of five minutes. "Here we don't know terms as Your or Mine. We know only our. You are standing in our way." Kasey started to have a headache, but she moved a bit from the road. "Thank you. Now, welcome to Disturbia the behindmirrorland. In place where nothing and noone makes sense. Now bye I will be late from morning dinner." the creature continued walking until Kasey couldn't see it. "But it's afternoon." She was just quetly staying there, as she knew this is perfect place for her. No sense= no enemies. She smiled.

Smile. Last muscle move on the lips, as her dead body was hanging from the ceiling fan.