My middle school life.....

The bad boy likes me!!!! (7th grade)

I started 7th grade, it started to be a very good start I had classes with my best friend. And that was just I was asking for this year to be perfect, also I play a sport I play soccer it was fun but scary too.

I didn't know anyone so I was alone on the first day, but I made friends as we went on against schools, not to brag but I was a pretty good soccer player too, so don't doubt anything I thought i was not going to be good but I turned out pretty good too.

During the soccer season HE, began talking to me
He said "hi" and I just wrote back "hi" too
He said "I've been looking at you in class didnt you notice it?, I'm not a stalker though"
I laughed " okay I know" and we talked and talked.

He messaged me every day after school , he said "can i get a hug" and I said " I don't know we'll see" "c'mom" he said, we played truth or dare he asked me to give him a hug but I didn't know why I just kept on saying "no" I think because I was still a shy girl in school, went to classes and didn't say a word to anyone only my friends and my best friend. Although we talked for many days.

Weeks went by..........

We still talked, I tried avoiding him in school, I mean during period 1, no I mean during the whole school day, because I was shy and scared he was the popular boy at our school lots of girls liked him, I was scared at the time because you know people who aren't popular shouldn't be dating a popular boy right?

When we were talking I was sure that he liked me I had feelings to, but when ever he asks me something I said no I didn't know why but when he asked me to go out with him I kept saying I don't know, I wasn't sure either there was like something in my mind that there was something bothering me and even tough I wanted to go out with him too I still said I don't know.

After we talked and talked, he styled messaging me i was worried that something must had happen, a few days later he posted a status that he gated up I was sad up it was my fault I let him waited to long and now he gave up, I was sad, I missed the time when he messaged me every day and not, letting me go to sleep, I missed it, I didn't know why.

As weeks went by we talked less and less it was like "hi, what are you doing" "nothing" "nothing then it's a simple "night"  I was upset I missed him but, I couldn't messaged him because he'll think your a weird girl, so I stopped thinking about him.

As days went by his friend messaged me, it kind of was like the conversation I had with him before so I knew that it was going to start again, his friend messaged me day and night too, we talked and talked but he wasn't as sweet, and he wasn't as popular. There was something I never could happened................................................ He actually liked me, in school he felt like a guy friend to me, and I never thought that he would actually like me but, never doubt anything right? But it was sad I didn't have feelings for him he felt like a brother to so I never actually thought about him liking me and I never try to look good in front of him.

As days went by, he didn't ask me out he just liked me, we had lots in common but, I had no feelings.

As weeks went by we didn't talk I was sad for him, but I how can I love someone when I don't even have any feelings for him, I cloud not help it but feel  sad, I tried not thinking about him and I just did but there was still some connections after those messages, we felt more uncomfortable each other, I kept on wondering that if I never replied what would have happened it this whole thing  never started in the first place.

After that my life was normal again, when me the first guy and I talked people kept on asking him if I liked him I said not but i clouding say yes either I didn't know what to say so I just said no, I thought maybe he told people that he liked me, people kept on talking to me and asking, by I said no as an answer I cloud not say I yes I didn't know why when they asked " do you like him (his name)?" Yesssss " no" I said and walked away.

This is the end of 7th grade hoped you like it!!!!!! 😊🤗😜