Scarlett's p.o.v:
If I could discribe my "relationship" with Ashton, I would use the words.... empty.. dark... uhh... sad? Okay neither have we talked nor we have been in any kind of contact. He's with the 'cool' kids. And tbh... I was jealous.
I literally spent my whole time thinking of him, than thinking of school or private things. I just couldn't get him out of my head. His hazel eyes, his blonde locks and his brautiful smile were burned in my head, taking me over. I thought that I would problaby forget about him, but he was in my mind all time.
His voice ringing through my ears like a love song. His smile stuck in my mind. And the smell of his body in my nose. I use to be so close to him.
What has happened between us?
I had no answer, as I asked myself. It wasn't easy. It was my fault and I should move on.... I can't.... I can not forget about the boy who made me feel so alive, so loved.
I walked around my room and thought about him. Okay I sound so obsessed but I was just in love. Suddenly it hitted me.. I was in love with Ashton. (A.N; Be honest.. who isn't?)
I grabbed my jacket and walked out the flat. But when I walked out I saw him standing in front of me. His eyes were sparkling and as he faced me and he started to smile. "Ash...", I said and my heart raced. My mind was blank. He walked past me with a mysterious smile and his hands in his pocket. I couldn't breath. "Hi..", he said. "Hey.", I said quietly. He looked at the ground. I couldn't moved and neither could he. I started to talk, as he looked at me. "Can we talk? About...us?"
Ashton smiled as we walked to the swings in the park.
"I felt so worthless and stupid and just dumb.. too dumb for you... you are just over my limit like a lot." I said to Ashton after he asked my I said this.
Ashton looked at me and I found myself getting lost in his beautiful eyes all over again. He smiled. "Scar.. Why do you think that? You are literally the most beautiful girl on the world. You are so smart and funny and caring and I love your smile your eyes and everything about you. I LOVE YOU!"
I couldn't breath. Ashton looked at me and I said nothing. My head was empty. "Ashton.. you love me?" Ashton obviously didn't watched his words as his eyes widened.
"I mean.. uhh... yeah.... "
And this is how I ended up kissing him. We were just here and kissed for a few minutes and loved life. And at this very moment I knew for sure, I loved him too.
A.N: This is so short but I have no idea.. The final parts will be up soon :))
