The Lost ➡Sebastian x OC

forgotten

  This might be a bit distressing but it will be quickly resolved quickly! Please bare with me! It sort of sets the mood on how this works, I hope you like this new chapters and story! thank you for reading.
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/Anabeths POV\

My life.

it was gone.

I lay motionless and naked on the cold , numbing floor, naked and exposed to the cold nipping air which flowed over my body. Small lines of blood dribbled down from my lips and from some of my body places as my body ached all move, I was in horrid pain.

 My skin was now pale, and stretched over my bones which showed easily, I hadn't even been fed once the whole time I had been in the dungeon. Claude had once again just used me to pleasure himself, yea he rapes me pretty much one of day, its been like this for so long I had long lost forgotten the count of the days I was in this hell. A tear slipped down my cheek, my eyes had darken, changed completely, and I meant it my eyes were pitch black now, not the bright beautiful green they had always been.

Also did I forget to mention he had me tied up horribly and it was cutting into my skin? Yes it really really hurt. Then a blanket fell on top of me, I never knew were it came from ,but it always seemed to cover me after Claude used me. 

I had always wondered, maybe it was the kind maid who always came and cleaned me up, and always dressed me in nice clothes and talked to me, even though I never answered back because I was too scared and traumatised. She even gave me heaps of water, and it helped me. She also seemed scared of the spider demon, no matter how strong she seemed to be.

I was filled with hatred, Hatred for everything which was ever and ever will be. 

I hated Claude, with a really big hate, but yes who would hate the person who hurt you very very badly? Then my hatred ran deep with Sebastian. That stupid crow demon who had left me here to die and be horribly hurt and raped, why why why! Why cant he save me and stop this hell hole?! More tears slipped down my pale cheeks. I want to be with him, and my heart yearns for him, but that quickly turned to hate and I wanted to rip his head off, if he ever came near me again I might as well do so.

I also hadn't seen my mistress since the time I had been kidnapped, I was so worried about what had happened to her, anything could have happened to her while I was locked down here, what if she was being hurt also!? I couldn't stand to think of that, no it made my heart ache even more. 

I looked out the barred window, which was the only thing which let light into the room, the rest was complete darkness, and this scared me, I only knew Claude had come to see me when he was touching me or talking. This scared me greatly and I hated to be scared of anything, and it bothered me greatly.

I then heard a window smash from upstairs, making a shudder of fear slip through me as the worst fears came to mind hearing such a thing. This house knew such violence, it struck fear in me ever time I heard something fly, or crash because I know somewhere, above me someone is getting hurt and it is quite a unsettling feeling.

My head shot upwards towards the door, which I didn't know which directly was to be honest. I knew it was to the lest of me somewhere I guess, I had been down here for so long yet I hardly even knew anything about the room which held me captive. I then head a familiar voice yell "Ciel!". My eyes widened, it was my mistress Rose! She was alive! 

My eyes watered again as some slipped down , I was so happy right now, I could just explode. Then it hit me, they must be here to save us and that means.. "Sebastian!" I heard her also yell again and the door smashed open to show a dark figure. My eyes widened as I noticed it was Sebastian. I looked away quickly, I was scared.

"No no no"

He gently groaned as he quickly appeared over to me and broke the chains holding me easily and I felt forward and he pulled the blanket around me tightly and picked me up. His crimson eyes scanned over me, I stole once glance, his eyes were full or fury and hurt. "Im so sorry" He whispered to me in a very strained voice, I closed my eyes tightly. I acted like I was unconscious, he gave a small sigh and he sprinted into the light and I winced as the light hit my closed eye lids, it burned already.

"Ow my god, Anabeth" I heard the familiar voice of my master gasp. I felt a hand run through my tangles and mangles hair. 

"Is she ok?" I hurd two voices mixed together, the other seemed to be a young male, but not too old, more like a royal young man, Ahh must be Ciel Phantomhive. Sebastian eyes seemed to tighten around me as it seemed we were running fast again. I felt scared again and then after a second or two we stopped moving once again and we just went back to normal walking.hearing a soft sobbing, I wanted to open my eyes, but highly decided against doing so. I was the put down on a soft cushion and I gasped, my back hurting madly.

"I am so sorry Anabaeth, I am so sorry" I heard Sebastian once again murmer in a strained voice as I felt small droplets of water fall against my cheeks. I sort of felt sad for him, but he let me rot and now I couldn't let it go. I then heard the door shudder closed quietly.

 I sat up slowly and I felt every bruise on my body ache horribly. I closed the blinds and locked the door as I went to draw myself a bath. I had a quick bathe and I sat on by bed wrapped in a very soft towel. I looked to my hair, I had cleaned it and I gently ran my fingers through it. I felt the scar of Claude's spider bite on the corner of my neck.

I got into a small and light night gown and made sure it didn't hurt my skin. I wasn't going to leave this room for a while. I was so scared I was just going to be hurt all over again, what is going to happen to me? Would I ever forgive my mate for what he did to me? Or would I just rot in this room alone.

Sebastian....
why couldn't you save me before?
Still I love you so
Just please help me!