Chapter 19

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A/N: I KNOW MY LAST CHAPTER SUCK AS HELL.yes I know and I will try to make this better (?) okay sorry about last chapter.

Chanmi? I thought. "Are you okay" my mom ask worriedly. "Y-Yeah I am fine." I replied and smiled weakly. "When you are discharged come and live with me okay? I promise you will be safe." My mom said and caressed my hair. We both stayed silent and suddenly the doctor came in.

"Ah. Seolhyun you feeling better?" The doctor asked.

"Yeah. um when can I be discharged?" I asked really awkwardly.

"If you are feeling better than its okay if you go home tonight but I suggest staying here for a week at least. Incase." The doctor said.

I nodded.

"Do you want to go home tonight?" My mom asked.

I slightly nodded because I missed my friends.

The doctor passed a paper with a clipboard  for some discharge thingy. My mom signed it and gave it back to the doctor.

YASSSS I AM GOING HOME!!!! I screamed in my head and smiled like a three year old getting a lollipop. Like Wuttt even. I looked for my phone but it's no where to be found.

"What are you looking for?" My mom asked.

"My phone."

"It's here. Oh and your clothes" my mom said and gave it to me.

"Thanks." I replied and walked to the bathroom and changed. These clothes are familiar. Oh ya I wore those on my date with Jungkook. Right. I guess I am over him. I don't need someone who doesn't trust me. I don't like him right? I don't? I guess not. I love him. I fucking will risk my whole life for him. I would kill myself for him. But I guess in he's eyes I was just like every other girl. Sigh. whatever Imma message my friends and tell them that I am gonna live in my moms house which prob nearer to the school like she said. Anyways I am not gonna stop cutting. Well but either I am gonna try to cut so deep that I will go to the hospital like wtf even

My mom held my hand and we both ran to the counter. And FYI I am not weak although I lost blood okay. I don't care. That's why I don't feel much difference.
I felt the warmth in my mothers hands like as if she was there for me everyday although she's not since she's partly the reason I am here. Gawd. My mom signed the contract and I went into her car. It's a Porsche in Blue.

"Changed car?" I asked her.

"Nope. I have 4 cars. One is for you." My mom said

Okay so my long lost mother is rich. Well that means that I can have a nice car and drive it to school. Yayyyy. Okay if you were wondering. Early this year I got my driving license so yeyyyyy.

"Thank you so much!luvya!!" I said and kissed my moms cheek.

"Love you too!" She said and pinched my cheeks.
I sat at the front and felt a little dizzy cos I wasn't used to the speed but soon I did. I got used to it. Yay.

I looked out of the window and remembered when Jungkook and I had our first date and he drove me home. I felt sad. Depressed. He dumped me for just ugh.

Jungkooks POV

I really regret leaving Seolhyun. But. She cheated on me. What should I even do. I love her. I bet she's probably with someone else right now.
"UGHHHH I hate you Jeon Jungkook!" I said to myself and punched the wall. My hand started to bruise up. It didn't bleed tho. I guess I can go back. And what I meant is. I should get back with chanmi.














Wutttt. Sorry about a really late and horrible chapter. Please vote!!:) thank you!!!!!

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