Game of Thrones: The lost Targaryen (Jon Snow Fanfic)

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"-I shouldn't have let her go alone." – I started to hear Jon's voice, he sounded close.

"-You can't protect her from everything. Besides, from what Daenerys said Rhaegal didn't attack her and even protected her from Viserion." – The other voice sounded more distant, he sounded like Tyrion. "– You should be the one to be protected. Their world is not very safe Snow."

"-What world?"

"-Targaryen's world." – He answered and I heard Jon sigh and felt him move beside me.

When his hand touched mine I couldn't avoid moving my hands and slowly opened my eyes. He moved even more and looked deeply into my eyes looking very concerned about my current state.

"-I'm fine." – My voice sounded very weak so I tried to clear my throat.

"-Do you remember what happened?" – Jon asked still concerned about me.

"-Yeah... I do." – I answered right away remembering all of my memories. "– I need to talk do Daenerys she needs to know..". - I was starting to get up when I felt really dizzy so I sit on the bed again.

"-Maybe later. You are still very weak." – Jon observed and I agreed with him. I felt indeed weak and strangely dizzy.

"-Well, I'm gonna leave you two alone." – Tyrion said already close to the door forcing a smile to me and then looked towards Jon looking more serious and left a few seconds later.

When the door closed I simply hugged Jon that involved my back with his hands almost instantly and I sighed.

"-Thank you." – I whispered and he ended the hug looking at me confused and surprised.

"-For what?" – He asked stroking my cheek and I stroke his hand.

"-Sticking around. You never left me alone and you're always here to protect me." – I explained and he simply smiled stroking my long hair.

"-I wasn't there a few moments ago." – His smile turned sad and I grabbed his hand firmly.

"-But you have always been there before and... I'm fine."

"-I heard the story... He even protected you." – I smile at the memory. It comforts me to know that he is truly connected to me, it makes me feel safer. "– You always keep surprising me." – He confessed and I remembered what Tyrion was telling him about that he is the one needing protection.

"-Do you feel safe?" – I asked him and for a second he looked confused but then he must have realized that I heard everything.

"-It should be the other way around you now? Me protecting you... my love. "– I smiled and he smiled too and then continued. "– But I feel safer around you. This is a totally new and kind of strange reality to me but if I'm with you I don't feel the danger, you are like my own shield and sword."

"-I feel the same thing about you. "– I said holding his body close to mine and he laughed a little.

"-Really? Because I feel like someday I'll even forget how to use a sword."

"-You can train the soldiers sometimes." – I suggested and he thought for a second.

"-Maybe." – He shortly answered and we both stayed silent for a while.

I wanted to just stay there with him for the rest of the day and not to think about a single thing till tomorrow but the truth is that the reality is way harder than that. I remember a lot of my past now... My mom, my dad... But there is still a thing that I can't remember: how I lost my memories just like that.