Lesbian Secrets

Tamar Pov.

After the drinks and conversation it was time to take my ass home. " call me when you make it home Tay" Gabrielle hugged me and I got in my car and droveAfter the drinks and conversation it was time to take my ass home. " call me when you make it home Tay" Gabrielle hugged me and I got in my car and drove off. As I was driving home my phone rang " shit " I picked up. " hello?"
" where you at?"
" why, why the fuck are you even calling me " it was my ex Tyra. Yes I'm bisexual ... Well curious ? Or maybe just gay for her, she's my first and only girlfriend I've ever had. Not even Gabrielle knows , nobody does. " why you acting like that, pooh"  that was her nickname for me. " naw , Tyra fuck you " my heart was still broke from the shit she pulled. " Come over real quick so we can talk , it's important pooh. I promise it won't be that long " I rolled my eyes. I couldn't say no I'm still a sucker for this girl. " I'll be there in 5 Tyra" I hung up on her and continued to my destination. As soon as I pulled up she was outside waiting for me. I got out and walked up to her " what's good baby girl " she pulled me to her and kissed me. " Tyra , what the fuck are you doing " I pulled away I could smell the alcohol on her breath. " are you drunk ?" She laughed. " nah, I'm not. But I'm missing you though" she pulled me back to her. " it's only gonna be a couple of minutes , I know you need some closure on what happen and I know I don't wanna be on bad terms with you " I signed. " don't you think it's too late for that" I looked at her. " cmon " we walked in the house and I sat on the couch while she locked the door behind us. " why'd you do that to me Ty?" She sat next to me. " Pooh, cmon now I told you from the get go I didn't want no girl that was on the low. I couldn't hold your hand in public , not even a fucking kiss so what you wanted me to do. Just keep being in the dark with you fuck no " . " Ty I told you I was coming out For you ". " it's been almost 4 months and you haven't yet , and I couldn't wait anymore I'm sorry" she held my hand, as much as I wanted to break down I didn't. I snatched my hand from her " No fuck you ! You promised me you were going to wait for me" she cut me off " and you promised you were going to come out and you never fucking did don't try to make it seem like I fucked us up, you did this shit. You were to afraid of what people were going to say and worrying about mother fuckers judging you when they gonna do that regardless , shit even Gabrielle came out and everybody still love her so what makes you think people are going to judge you" she had a point, but I just couldn't do it , I just looked down. She signed. " I just don't  want you to hate me " . " well I do " I could feel my eyes watering up. " I'm still in love with you and you're already moved on Ty" she held me. " You know I'm gonna always love you ". " If I came out today , would you take me back" there was nothing but silence and she looked me in my eyes. " You're really that selfish " I was confused and shocked she said that. " what , what do you mean " ." You know I'm still in love with you, but yet you wait till I find someone else to come out . It takes for me to find someone else for you to realize how good you had it" . " Ty , yes or no" she didn't answer me. " Fine, I'll leave " I got up and she pulled me back down " you know you a selfish bitch Tamar" . " oh , I'm the selfish bitch, well at least i didn't move on ". " I had no fucking choice" I rolled my eyes. " well now I'm ready Ty, you're right. I had something good and I just want my baby back" I kissed her laying her down on the couch. She laughed a little " boy , you trip me the fuck out sometimes " she kissed me back" I'm serious " she slipped her hands up my skirt and into my panties. Fuck! I forgot how wet she made me with just one touch. " you sure you want to do this " she asked before continuing " I'm positive " we kissed one last time before she picked me up and took me to the bedroom and there's no need to explain what happened next * wink * The next morning I woke up to the smell of breakfast. I got up to the bathroom to do my hygiene and slipped on some sweats and a Tshirt I walked into the kitchen where she was fixing my plate. " good morning beautiful " I couldn't help but blush " good morning baby " we kissed and say at the table. For some reason I was staring at her more than eating, ha. " you gone eat , or just look at me all morning " a big smile ran across my face. " the cat got your tongue " really I was thinking about how I'm going to come out to everybody. " sorry , babe ". " you nervous ,huh?" How the hell she could read me. " A little , but I'm ready " I began to eat my food. " I can't believe this is actually happening , you finally coming out , pooh. " I've never seen her this excited before , well other than when she asked me to be her girlfriend. " anything for you " I finished my food and washed the dishes " I'm bout to shower, then we go out shopping ?" I smiled " of course baby " I sat on the bed watching tv while waiting for her. Shit ! My phone ! I forgot to call Gabrielle to tell her I made it home. Once I finally found my phone there were 10 missed calls from her and 5 messages. I decided to text her instead of calling.
" I'm sorry I got fucked up over a friends house "
" Bitch, I was about to put a search team on yo ass don't play"
" lmfaoo, I'm fine gab. But there's something I need to tell you ... Tonight " I couldn't believe this shit. She called ... Knowing her she is wanted to know shit right then and there. " yes Gab"
" tell me now "
" it's better to tell you in person "
" tell me now, and in person tonight"
" But ..."
"So we keeping secrets ?"
"No, but Gab ..."
" since when have I ever ..."
" IM DATING TYRA!" Silence became our conversation. " hello?"
" wait I'm sorry, is this Tamar I'm speaking to " I spit my drink out " bitch yes it's me "
" I knew it ! You little slut I fucking knew it " we laughed. Tyra came out the shower with just a towel. " ok I get it , you didn't get fucked up at her house you got fucked" . " here she is now"
" put her on the phone "
" Gabrielle ..."
" now !" I have Tyra the phone.
" hello ?"
" hey sister in law" a smile from ear to ear came across her face. What in the hell is Gabrielle crazy ass saying. " hey how you doing "
" I'm Gabrielle , but I'm pretty sure you already knew that. How about yall come by tonight and we celebrate"
" I'll see what I can do" she laughed
" she's coming over tonight anyway so ill see you love. Put her back on the phone now" Tyra just laughed giving me back the phone and kissing me. " hello? What did you say" I couldn't stop smiling " just that ill see both of you guys tonight "
" bet , but look I gotta go"
" ok , I love you "
I giggled " love you too sis" we hung up and I looked up at Tyra. " so, now it's your turn " she gave me a confused look. " my turn for what" she sat on the edge of the bed putting lotion on. " If I'm coming out, our agreement was that you left who you were with " I looked at her " I know, pooh" off. As I was driving home my phone rang " shit " I picked up. " hello?"
" where you at?"
" why, why the fuck are you even calling me " it was my ex Tyra. Yes I'm bisexual ... Well curious ? Or maybe just gay for her, she's my first and only girlfriend I've ever had. Not even Gabrielle knows , nobody does. " why you acting like that, pooh"  that was her nickname for me. " naw , Tyra fuck you " my heart was still broke from the shit she pulled. " Come over real quick so we can talk , it's important pooh. I promise it won't be that long " I rolled my eyes. I couldn't say no I'm still a sucker for this girl. " I'll be there in 5 Tyra" I hung up on her and continued to my destination. As soon as I pulled up she was outside waiting for me. I got out and walked up to her " what's good baby girl " she pulled me to her and kissed me. " Tyra , what the fuck are you doing " I pulled away I could smell the alcohol on her breath. " are you drunk ?" She laughed. " nah, I'm not. But I'm missing you though" she pulled me back to her. " it's only gonna be a couple of minutes , I know you need some closure on what happen and I know I don't wanna be on bad terms with you " I signed. " don't you think it's too late for that" I looked at her. " cmon " we walked in the house and I sat on the couch while she locked the door behind us. " why'd you do that to me Ty?" She sat next to me. " Pooh, cmon now I told you from the get go I didn't want no girl that was on the low. I couldn't hold your hand in public , not even a fucking kiss so what you wanted me to do. Just keep being in the dark with you fuck no " . " Ty I told you I was coming out For you ". " it's been almost 4 months and you haven't yet , and I couldn't wait anymore I'm sorry" she held my hand, as much as I wanted to break down I didn't. I snatched my hand from her " No fuck you ! You promised me you were going to wait for me" she cut me off " and you promised you were going to come out and you never fucking did don't try to make it seem like I fucked us up, you did this shit. You were to afraid of what people were going to say and worrying about mother fuckers judging you when they gonna do that regardless , shit even Gabrielle came out and everybody still love her so what makes you think people are going to judge you" she had a point, but I just couldn't do it , I just looked down. She signed. " I just don't  want you to hate me " . " well I do " I could feel my eyes watering up. " I'm still in love with you and you're already moved on Ty" she held me. " You know I'm gonna always love you ". " If I came out today , would you take me back" there was nothing but silence and she looked me in my eyes. " You're really that selfish " I was confused and shocked she said that. " what , what do you mean " ." You know I'm still in love with you, but yet you wait till I find someone else to come out . It takes for me to find someone else for you to realize how good you had it" . " Ty , yes or no" she didn't answer me. " Fine, I'll leave " I got up and she pulled me back down " you know you a selfish bitch Tamar" . " oh , I'm the selfish bitch, well at least i didn't move on ". " I had no fucking choice" I rolled my eyes. " well now I'm ready Ty, you're right. I had something good and I just want my baby back" I kissed her laying her down on the couch. She laughed a little " boy , you trip me the fuck out sometimes " she kissed me back" I'm serious " she slipped her hands up my skirt and into my panties. Fuck! I forgot how wet she made me with just one touch. " you sure you want to do this " she asked before continuing " I'm positive " we kissed one last time before she picked me up and took me to the bedroom and there's no need to explain what happened next * wink * The next morning I woke up to the smell of breakfast. I got up to the bathroom to do my hygiene and slipped on some sweats and a Tshirt I walked into the kitchen where she was fixing my plate. " good morning beautiful " I couldn't help but blush " good morning baby " we kissed and say at the table. For some reason I was staring at her more than eating, ha. " you gone eat , or just look at me all morning " a big smile ran across my face. " the cat got your tongue " really I was thinking about how I'm going to come out to everybody. " sorry , babe ". " you nervous ,huh?" How the hell she could read me. " A little , but I'm ready " I began to eat my food. " I can't believe this is actually happening , you finally coming out , pooh. " I've never seen her this excited before , well other than when she asked me to be her girlfriend. " anything for you " I finished my food and washed the dishes " I'm bout to shower, then we go out shopping ?" I smiled " of course baby " I sat on the bed watching tv while waiting for her. Shit ! My phone ! I forgot to call Gabrielle to tell her I made it home. Once I finally found my phone there were 10 missed calls from her and 5 messages. I decided to text her instead of calling.
" I'm sorry I got fucked up over a friends house "
" Bitch, I was about to put a search team on yo ass don't play"
" lmfaoo, I'm fine gab. But there's something I need to tell you ... Tonight " I couldn't believe this shit. She called ... Knowing her she is wanted to know shit right then and there. " yes Gab"
" tell me now "
" it's better to tell you in person "
" tell me now, and in person tonight"
" But ..."
"So we keeping secrets ?"
"No, but Gab ..."
" since when have I ever ..."
" IM DATING TYRA!" Silence became our conversation. " hello?"
" wait I'm sorry, is this Tamar I'm speaking to " I spit my drink out " bitch yes it's me "
" I knew it ! You little slut I fucking knew it " we laughed. Tyra came out the shower with just a towel. " ok I get it , you didn't get fucked up at her house you got fucked" . " here she is now"
" put her on the phone "
" Gabrielle ..."
" now !" I have Tyra the phone.
" hello ?"
" hey sister in law" a smile from ear to ear came across her face. What in the hell is Gabrielle crazy ass saying. " hey how you doing "
" I'm Gabrielle , but I'm pretty sure you already knew that. How about yall come by tonight and we celebrate"
" I'll see what I can do" she laughed
" she's coming over tonight anyway so ill see you love. Put her back on the phone now" Tyra just laughed giving me back the phone and kissing me. " hello? What did you say" I couldn't stop smiling " just that ill see both of you guys tonight "
" bet , but look I gotta go"
" ok , I love you "
I giggled " love you too sis" we hung up and I looked up at Tyra. " so, now it's your turn " she gave me a confused look. " my turn for what" she sat on the edge of the bed putting lotion on. " If I'm coming out, our agreement was that you left who you were with " I looked at her " I know, pooh"