Alone. thats how it always ended. Me, my thoughts and a room. I sat there with the sheets pulled up to my chin. I bit my lip and tried to forget and move on. It wasn't easy, if I would have listened I wouldn't be here in the first place. But I didn't. I wasn't going to cry, my tiers were far from dry almost to the point were it was impossible for a single drop of the salty liquid to go down my pale white cheek.
They came and left like bee's. pollinators, they just came did their job and left not a "goodbye" or a "see ya later" just a slamming door in the face. It's not like i wanted one, but what about courtesy and maners. what am I even talking about, this didn't deserve any of that.
I pick up my clothes from the cold hardwood floor. My hands shaked, my lips now quivering, I can't take this anymore. I mean sure I can because no matter what I always came back. "I'm so fucking stupid!" I kept saying to myself. I got ready and fixed the room, when i finished i went outside.
"Hey paul im done with my shift! see you tomorrow."
"Ey nice work today! I kept hearing good things about you Jesy." He said with a smirk on his face.
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Six in the morning and I still can't sleep. I tried to occupy my mind on something eles, something better than my stupid thoughs. If I kept thinking I was going to explode. I guess thats what I wanted. No stop what are you thinking? Nothing, my mind went blank and the thoughts faded.
A/n
Im thinking about making this into a dark niall fanfic... Or harry? Comment which one you want and if vote if you want me to continue it 😁 thanks guys!!!
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FanfictionHe came into my life like any other man would. But he was different and i wanted to know why