The Thugs Wife

Chapter 1,The beginning

September 15
12:35am

As the house was silent and everyone was sleeping, I was trying my hardest to go to sleep before it was to late. As I faked my sleep I slowly herd my door creek open and instantly I knew it was him(lashawn). Majority of my kid and teen life lashawn has been trying to force himself on me in ways I would never wish to imagine! I have tried to speak before but I was forced to hush or else lose my family and my life. But it was to late, he walked in and leaned over me and smirked causing my heart to skip a beat."I know you ain't sleep so don't fake it. You are just going to make it even worst on your self." His deep voice got closer to me as he climbed on top of me straddling me to the bed. I tried to fight back but I am 14 you know he is 21 and very much stronger than I am. "Why are you doing this to me, you sick bastard?!" I yelled to try and wake someone up. Before I could say anything else his hands was over my mouth and he ripped all my cloths off, flipped me over, and forced himself inside of me for the first time ever. I tried to yell,but it was no use no one could here me. Tears just ran down my face the whole time, it was painful and I couldn't stop it at all. He gripped my side so I had no movement at all and forced his self deep inside me and went long and hard until he felt something rip and then I began to bleed. "Damn it, I fucked up." Is all he could say as he pulled out and ran out the room. I layed there and ball my eyes out. He came back with a hot rag and some new covers and gave it to me while helping me out the bed." Clean your self up and hurry up to,  before someone come." He took the sheets off my bed and left. I hurried and locked my door then begin to wipe off. As I did all I could do was shake while in pain. The only thing I thought was ,"I'm a slut for this and its my fault." When I was finished I placed the rag in the trash can , hurried and put my covers on my bed,put the dresser in front of my door, and jumped in bed and cried myself to sleep in pain and sadness.✌
Why can't no one ever just walk in on these things ?! Is all I prayed for at night.