The Thugs Wife

Part 3 B-Day Gurl

Tasha POV

After the whole mall meet up and the boys coming over for movie night, we never lost touch. I still am very secure about my body and anyone who comes to close to me. I haven't told Wan about my past and I'm not planning on it right now. But we are close and keep in touch 24/7. Tesha had never stopped talking about Quan and I know its a matter of time before she melts like putty in his arms. But that's another story for later.
8:30am
Today is my birthday and I'm not that jollied about it like everyone else. I just want to relax and stay in my bed today. I was laying down watching "The Little Couple" on TLC when my phone started vibrating.
I grabbed my phone wondering who is up this time of morning and why are they bothering me. I looked down at the screen and smiled.
😄MyFuture 💏👑💗: I know your probably wake at this time and all but if not, HAPPY 🎂DAY BABY. Today is your day to shine and not give a damn about the people who feel other wise. 💪😘Your funny asf, sexy asf, and your personality couldn't be any better. I'm glad I met you, you help me through my problems even when I know your stressed. Living in your own house by 17 and doing it big time is amazing to me. I couldn't have ask for more when I met you. Your all that I ever think about, when I'm home, work, or even taking a shit. Not that I think about u like that. 😂😂😘😘But I will hopefully see you whenever you get a chance to respond back to me. Tu for the Slay day, happy 18th birthday babe.
I Love You. 😘😘😘😘😘😇

After reading his text I was damn near in tears and blushing my ass off . That's the first time he said he loved me
I Reread the text and then replied something simple.

AllHis 🙈🙊👑:Awwwe thanks a lot babe... I love you too. 😘😘

😄MyFuture 💏👑💗:Awwwe good to know your wake princess. Come open the front door and stop crying love.

How did he know I was crying? As I thought on that, I eased out the bed and placed a big Tee on over my lace bra and pantie set and put my pink fuzzy socks on and went down stairs to the door. I quickly wiped my tears before opening the door and seeing Wan, Quan,
Ms Shonta , and My parents. I just stood there shocked.
"Surprise, happy birthday!! "They all yelled in unison.
I just broke down and began crying. I went back into the house and back upstairs in my room. I left the front door open so they could come inside but I left them all at the door. I didn't mean to do it, but that was all out of shock. I just climbed back in bed and laid there crying like a big baby.
I Don't know how long I was there, saying my thoughts out loud and thinking on my past,  but once I looked up my eyes connected with Wan, who looked like he felt my pain. His eyes soften as he looked at my blood shot eyes and sat beside me on the edge of my bed and took off his Jordan's. He climbed into my bed never losing eye contact and pulled me into him, I instantly laid my head on his chest and tightened my grip on his waist. He used his free hand and tilted my chin up to look him in his eyes.
"Who did it to you? " He said tightening his hold in my waist. I looked away and downed my head ashamed of allowing him to hear me talk about my past. His jaws clinched and I knew he was upset.
"Que'Tasha, who touched -" he began to say before I cut him off.
"Nobody I don't want to talk about it. I just want to lay here okay? " I said quickly ending the conversation. He started breathing hard and could tell he was upset. But he eventually calmed down and held me tight in his arms. As I laid there I felt safe, and easily began to drift to sleep as he was talking to me.
"Babe your family said they would give you time to get well and they will be back later. We are all going out to dinner as well so I'll give you three hours to rest while Quan and Tesha are together and then I'm waking you up my way okay? " Wan said as he gripped my ass in his big hands and rubbed it gently.
"Mmhmm what ever. " I managed to grumble out before I quickly drifted to sleep.

3Hours Later.
I was awoken to this funny sensation at the pit of my stomach for the first time ever and automatically placed my hand below my waist. "Ahhhh, W-w-wan. Oh, shit! " Was all I managed to get out as I saw his head between my legs. He was working magic with his tongue and this was the first time this ever happened to me. I gripped his dreads in my hand as he went deeper and placed his fingers at my entrance and slowly easing his fingers inside me and started pumping in and out me. I couldn't take it for long, my hips buckled and legs began to shake before I was begging him to stop. This was the first time we ever even got this close to each other. I loved him I just wasn't sure about my self and my body. "Am I hurting you? " He said as he eased out of me and looked me in my eyes to see I started tearing up again. I shook my head no and I got out of the bed. I walked to my bathroom that was a joined to my room and walked in to see a bubble bath with rose pedals in the water, a tray of chocolate covered fruits, tea candles everywhere, and Kehlani playing. I felt arms wrapped around my waist as a huge smile crept up on my face. I turned around and smiled up at Wan. He looked down at me and smirked, as he wrapped his arm tighter on my waist, I stood on his foot  so I could be tall  enough, and kissed him. The kiss soon became very heated and next thing I know I'm on the bathroom counter with him standing in between my legs, never parting our lips. I slipped my hands up his shirt rubbing his hard abs and something just happened to me. by then he  ended up standing there between me in only his polo boxers and I was left in my lace. Once we parted lips I saw as he slowly started to wonder with his eyes over my body. I really started to become self cautious and I began to  lift my arms up to cover my scar that was on my lower belly,  when he caught my hands and gently pushed them back. I turned my head away as he held his hands on my waist and traced the long smiley face scar that was there. We sat there in the bathroom in silence for a while until he bent down and kissed my scar and smiled.
"Your still beautiful baby, no matter what you have on you. I love you for who you are not self appearance. I would ask about it, but now is not the time, "He said, making me smile and helping me off the counter and getting getting fully undressed before helping me get in the bath tub as well as getting in with me when he undressed and sat behind me.
"So let's just wash up, relax, and cuddle. Because we have a long day a head of us. But mainly you. " Wan said making me laugh.
We sat in the tub together in comfortable silence as we fed each other the chocolate covered fruits and I sang songs. As I laid back into his chest I just began to speak out of conscious and when I did I would've never guessed anything afterwards.
"I had a miscarriage, from my past. " I began to say as my hands laid on his thigh in the water. He looked up and held on to me and placed his forehead on my back.
"You want to talk about it now baby? " Wan said, and he rubbed soothing circles on my flat belly. I nodded and began to tell him everything from my past. How I was abused, rapped, pregnant and miscarried from stress, how my parents found out and reacted causing me to be where I'm at now, and who the person was. By the time I was finished I was balling my eyes out in the tub and the water was cold. Wan calmly  drained out the water and carried me back to the bed in a towel, never looking away from me. Still in his towel as well,  he climbed in the bed with me a held me tight with his jaws clinched tight and trying to control his anger by then. I kissed him with out thinking and immediately he wrapped his arms around my lower back and calmed down. "Its okay baby, I'm fine now. "I said trying to reassure him that I'm fine. But he wasn't having it.
"Nahhh, like what type of man feels the need to do some shit like that, "He yelled making my jump and move back. He saw the way my face softened towards him and calmed down. "I'm sorry Tasha, I'm just upset. " He said reaching his hand out for me and helping me back in between his legs and laying on his chest. I placed my hands in his and felt his heart beat go back to normal. "Its okay babe, I know your upset but I have it all under control. Please let's just cuddle like we planned okay? "I asked looking up into his eyes. He nodded and kissed me before laying back on his back and wrapping his free arm around me and kissing my other hand that was laced in his, putting me back to sleep.