A glance into the future.
My heart throbbed and hands shook like crazy as I started to open the letter. My heart beats began to increase and my breath hitched in my throat as I started reading,
I'm sorry. Please do not be so inconsiderate, think of my feelings too. But I'm still sorry. I have no idea who's reading this, but you're too late. I loved him; I loved him more than the stars and the planets combined, I loved him more than he could ever love me. That's why it happened. It was too easy to get another in his bed, it was too easy for him to forget me. We had our happy ever after, but we just had to ruin it ourselves. I wanted him all to myself, but when I realised I couldn't have that, I knew I was helpless. And if he's the one reading this, I'm still sorry, but how could you do this to me? Since meeting you, I actually began praying; praying and wishing for more time with you. You should be happy I'm apologising. Apologising doesn't mean that you're wrong, it just means that I value our relationship, us, over my ego. Stay alive, do it for me, stay alive for me even if your mind and spirit and hopes are already dead, just like us. From our midnight adventures to our random kisses to our sudden fights, I don't want feelings anymore, I wrecked myself, but in the process I thought that if I were going to be a mess, you're going to be a mess with me; together we'll be a lovely mess.
My body slides against the wooden door, my head buried in my arms. She loved him, but she was mental. He's not going to like this.
A/N: Hello guys! I had no idea to put this as the first chapter or as the prologue. I'm really interested in continuing and finishing the whole story. Make sure to comment, vote and add to your library if you like it! Thank you.
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Fanfiction"I'm still finding myself, let alone a soulmate; but even if you weren't real, I know I'd still make you up in my mind." z.a / wattpad 2015.
