IT WAS 3:30 AND I HEARD A LIGHT KNOK ON MY DOOR. UMM... WHO COULD THAT BE? THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOWS I'M HERE IS KENDALL... WELL THEN. I OPENED THE DOR TO SEE MR'S KNIGHT THERE. SERIOUSLY? WHY? THEN SHE LOOKED AT ME AN SAID " JOHANNA? JOHANNA KNIGHT? AFTER ALL THIS TIME?" THE I SIAD " YEA. IN THE FLESH. WHAT DO YOU WANT MRS. KNIGHT?" SHE THEN SAID " UGH. I SEE YOU STILL HAVE THAT ATTITUDE AND MEAN LOOKS ABOUT YOU. NICE TO SEE YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED. HOW ARE YOU?" TEN I SAID " I'M OK. AND YOURSELF?" THEN SHE SAID " FINE. YOU DON'T TRUST ME?" THEN I SAID " OH I KNOW THAT. NEVER DID. NEVER WILL. YOU SHOULD'VE TOLD KENDALL. YET YOU NEVER DID." THEN SHE SAID " IT WAS FOR THE BEST." THEN I SIAD " SURE IT WAS. WHAT'S HE GONNA DO WHEN HE SEES THAT I'M LIVING WITH HIM? OH WAIT.. I KNOW. HE'LL HATE IT AN THIK THAT I'M STALKING HIM AND HIS FRINDS. TELL HIM THE TRUTH. STOP LIEING." THE SHE SAID " I KNOW. I KNO. I WILL." THEN I SAD " WHEN?" THEN SHE SAID " SOON." THEN I SAD " HOW SOON?" THEN SHE SAID " I DON'T KNOW. I NEED TO GET THE GUYS OUT OF HERE AND GET KENDALL ALONE. THEN I WILL. JUST GIVE ME SOME TIME." THEN I SIAD " I DON'T HAVE TIME. I NEED A PARENTS SIGNATURE FOR HALF OF THE CRAP I'M DOING. AND GUESS WHAT?! NO PARENT AROUND!" THEN SHE SAID " I KNOW. I JUST NEED TIME. TRUST ME. CARLOS DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING ALL THE TIME BARELY EVEN KNOWS HIS OWN NAME LET ALONE WHY I'M GETTING HIM OUT OF HE HOUSE , JAMES IS DUMBER THAN DUMB , LOGAN WON'T CARE. SO IT SHOULD BE A BREEZE GETTING THEM OUT OF THE HOUSE. I JUST HAVE TO THINK OF SOMETHING. I JUST NEED TIME." THEN I SIAD " YOU BETTER DO IT SOON. NOONE BELIEVES THAT'S A PARENTS SIGNATURE. I'VE BEEN FRAUDING AL MY PAPER WORK FR THE LAS 8 YEARS TO SAE YOUR SORRY ASS. GET IT DONE." THEN SHE SHOOK HER HEAD WALKIG TO HER HOUSE. I SHUT THE DOOR CHECKING TO SEE IF ANYONE WAS AROUND. THANKFULLY NOONE WAS SO. THEN ABOUT A HALF AN HOUT LATER ANOTER KNOCK ON MY DOOR CAME. SO I WHENT AND ANSWERED IT. IT WAS KENDALL AND HE LOOKED PISSED. HE THEN CAME INTO MY ROOM AND SAID " SIT." SO I DID AND HE SAID " WHY'D YOU LIE? WHY WERE YOU AND MOM KEEPING THAT FROM ME?" THEN I SAID " BECAUSE. I HAD TO." THEN HE SAID ' NO. YOU DID NOT HAVE TO. YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING. YOU COULD HAVE TOOKEN MY NUMBER. YET YOU NEVER DID. NOT ONCE DI YOU ASK FOR MY NUMBER AND CONFRONT ME ABOUT THIS. WHY NOT?" THEN I SAID " LIKE I SIAD I COULDN'T. I'M SORRY." THE HE SAID " SORRY'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH. YOU KEPT THE BIGGEST THING EVER BETWEEN YOU AND MY MOM. NOW I COULD UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SAID ANYTING TO KATIE ABOUT IT. SHE'S YOUNG. I'M NOT. I'M YOUR AGE. IN FACT I AM YOUR AGE. EXACTLY THE SAME AGE AS YOU. AND YOU LIED. FOR WHAT? HUH?" THEN I SAID " LOOK. I WOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING. I WOULD HAVE. BUT I COULDN'T. I DIN'T WANT TO UPSET YOU. AND I WAS PISSED AS IT WAS AND DIDN'T WANNA PISS ANYONE ELSE OFF. IF YOU WERE ME YOU'D UNDERSTND. AND YOUR MOM'S FAULD AS WELL. DON'T PLAY THAT RLE WITH ME. AS IF YUR MOM WAS INOCENT SHE'S JUST AS TO BLAME AS I AM." THEN HE SAID " WHAT HAPPENED EXACTLY? HM? TELL ME THAT. IF YOUR SO SMART. TELL ME. GO AHEAD. BET YOU CAN'T." THEN I SIAD " YOUR MOM AND DAD GOT DEVORCED BEFORE THEY HAD US. YOUR MOM HAD FOUND OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT WITH US WHEN SHE WAS ON VACATION AFTER THE DEVORCE. THEN SHE HAD US A BIT EARLY BU NOT EARLY ENOUGH THAT IT WOULD HURT US ANY. YES WE WERE TWINS. NO NOT EXACT TWINS. THERE'S DIFFERENT THINGS TO US THAT YOU CAN EASILY FIGURE OUT WERE TWINS BUT NOT EXACT TWINS. WE HAVE DIFFERENT PERSONALITIES AND DIFFERENT INTERESTS AND DIFFERENT LOOKS IN SOME WAYS. YOU MOM COULDN'T TAKE THE BOTH OF US ONLY ONE OF US. SO THEN SHE CALLED DAD AND SAID FOR HIM TO MEET HER AT COURT SHE HAD TO SETTLE SOMETHING. HE DID. IN THE END SHE WON CUSTIDY OVER YOU HE WON CUSTIDY OVER ME. MEANING HE GETS ME SHE GETS YOU. THEY MADE A DEAL NEVR TO MENTION US TO EACH OTHER. WE'D FIND OUT ON OUR OWN. ON MY 7TH BIRTHDAY I HEARD DAD ON TE PHONE. HE SAID HEY . TELL HIM I SIAD HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY AND I'LL SEE HIM SOON I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HER. I ASKED HIM WHO HE WAS AS IN WHO HE WAS TALKING ABOUT. HE SAID NOTHING BUT I PUSHED FURTHR FOR AN ANSWER. HE TOLD ME ABOUT YOU AND BROKE THE PROMISE. HE TOLD ME NEVER T MENTION THAT I KNEW TO ANYONE. THAT I COULD NEVER SPEAK TO YOU. NEVER EVER. I AGREED. I TOLD HIM I WAS FINE WITH IT. I HAD NO IDEA ITW EVEN TRUE. I WAS 7 THOUGH. HOW WAS I SUPPOSSED TO KNOW. UNTIL ONE NIGHT . I SNUC INTO THE BACK OF HIS CAR WHILE HE DROVE OFF TO YOUR AND YOUR MOM'S HOUSE. I HID IN THE BUSHES TRYING TO NOT GET CAUGHT SENCE HE HAD N IDEA I WAS EVEN THERE. I WAS SUPPOSSED TO BE IN BED. I WAS NOT IN BED THO. I WAS OUT AND SNEAKING AROUND. I NOTICED A LITTE BOY THREW THE WINDOW AND A LITTLE GIRL NOT MUCH YOUNGER THEN MY BROTHER. KATIE'S 12 I KNOW THAT MY BROTHER'S 15 . I NOTICED HER SAY SOMETHING TO YOUR MOM AND SHE SAID OK. BE RIGHT BACK. BE GOOD YOU TWO. THEN YOUR MOM CAME OUTSIDE AND SAID JO. I KNOW YOUR OUT HERE. COME OUT. YOUR DAD'S INSIDE WITH KENDALL AND KATIE. THEN SAID OK. THEN SHE SAID WOW. YOU KIDS SURE DO AGE FAST. KENDALL'S THEN I CUT HER OFF TELLING HER I KNEW. THAT I WASN'T SUPID LIKEHERAND MY FATHER AND THAT I NEVR WANTED TO SEE YOU PEOPLE AGAIN. WITH THAT I WALKED BACK HOME AND WHENT BED. THEN WHEN I WAS ABOUT 11 YEARS OLD DAD WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER. SO HE ENDED UP IN A HOSPITAL. I SPENT SOME DAYS AT YOUR HOUSE THAT'S HOW KATIE KNEW ME. THEN ONE DAY DAD DIED AND I HAD TO GO TO KANSAS WITH SOME DUMB FOSTER HOME. YOUR MOM DIDN'T WANT YOU TO KNOW STILL. I WAS GONNA GO AGAINST WHAT SHE SAID AND SAY SOMETHING TO YOU ABOUT IT BUT I COULDN'T FIND YOUR NUMBER ANYWHERE. I TRASHED THE HOUSE LOOKING FOR IT BUT NOTHING. THAT WAS AT MY HOUSE THOUGH. HAPPY? RE'S THE TRUTH." THEN HE SAID " WHAT? THAT'S THE TRUTH? THEN WHY'D THEY KEEP THAT FROM US? I KNEW MOM WAS HIDING SOMETHING BUT I COULDN'T FIGURE IT OUT. SORRY. YOU CAN STAY WITH US IF YOU'D LIKE. IF NOT FINE IT'S ALRIGHT. I GET IT." THEN I SIAD " I DON'T CARE. IT'S UP T YOU." THEN HE SIAD " GET YOUR STUFF. YOUR STAYING WIT US. ALO , YOU'LL HAVE TO ROOM WITH ME. I HOPE THAT'S ALRIGHT?" TEN I SAID WHAT EVER. I ROOMED WIT MY BROTHER ALL MY LIFE. SO IT DOESN'T MATTER." THEN HE SAID " OK. NEED ANY HELP?" THEI SIAD " I DON'T CARE. IF YOU WANNA HELP SURE. IF NOT I GOT IT." THE HE SAID " I WANNA HELP. WHAT DO YOU WAN ME TO GET FOR YOU?" I SIAD " ANYTHING'S GOOD. ANYTHING WITH THE NAME JOHANNA OR NATHAN ON IT." THEN HE SAID " WHO'S NATHAN?" TE SIAD " MY BROTHER. HE'S SUPPOSSED TO BE HELPING. BUT HE WHENT DOWN TO THE POOL INSTEAD.' THEN HE SAID " OH.OK.HE'S LITTLE SO. SO YOU'RE 17?" THEN I SAID " YES. I'M 17." TEN HE SAID " OK. WELL , IT'S GOOD TO FINALLY MEET THE REAL YOU. HUH?" THEN I SAID " YA. AND NOT JUST RANDOMLY TALK ABOUT STUPID STUFF AND NOT HAVE A CLUE WHO YOU ARE OR I AM.' THEN HE SIAD" YES. SO TRUE." THN WE BOTH LAUGHED AND BRAUGHT MY STUFF OVER TO HIS PLACE. HE'S REALLY NICE. I WISH I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW HIM BETTER. UGH. LIFE SUCKS. THEN AFTER ABOUT AN HOUR AND A HALF OF UNPACKIN HE SAID " UGH. FINALLY DONE. HAHA. HOW ABOUT WE GO DOWN TO THE POOL AND WE GO AND MEET EVERYONE ELSE?" THEN I SIAD " OK." THEN I HUGGED HIM AND SAID " HANKS KENDALL. FOR EVERYTHING." THEN HE SAID " NO PROBLEM SIS." THE I SAID " YOU REALLY ARE THE BEST." THEN HE SAID " YOU TOO." THEN I SAID " I'M GONNA GO GET CHANGED INTO MY BATHING SUIT AND THEN MEET YOU IN THE LOBBY. OK?" THEN HE SAID " SURE. OK." THEN HE SIAD " OK. SEE YOU IN A BIT." THEN I WHENT AND CHANGED INTO MY BLACK AND PURPLE BIKINI. AND PUT ON MY DARK PINK FLIP FLOPS AND PUT MY JEAN SHORTS OVER MY BOTTOM PART OF MY BIKINI AND MY HOLLISTER TANK TOP OVER MY TOP OF MY BIKINI. MAN. I LOOK CUTE. I WONDER HOW THE REST OF THE DAY'S GONNA GO.
