(S)elfish some may call it,
but they don't know the pain,
the fear, or anything.
They don't know me.
(U)nder all the pressure of life,
it can get over whelming.
Slowly killing you inside but,
I try to cope with it.
(I)t happens in a split second.
One too many pills,
one too many bullets,
one too many inches off the ground.
(C)losing my eyes
so I wont see,
the pain that is about to end,
forever gone it will be.
(I)nside I think about my life,
the pain and the time,
I felt sad, alone, and depressed.
I look down at my scars.
(D)own my arms and legs.
Those cuts stay forever,
never go away,
they are here to stay.
(E)nding my life at that very second.
The note I left right beside me,
should explain everything.
So I say good-bye to my friends and family.
