As a young teen , i never knew what was a relationship between a guy and a girl but i did know that they always seemed happy and would love boast about there relationship. Yet it always ends after a brief time . Whats the point of having someone then just to lose them and go for another? What does the word "Love" really mean ?
Here is my story on my first true love....
I ,Veer,wasn't the most popular kid in my school and i didn't look very attractive but i would say that i am a nice guy . I was surrounded by couples everywhere and i never felt jealous or anything . Yet that was about to change forever.
November 23rd 2010 ,A day i will never forget ..
My parents were members of a community group and that day was traditonal festival. I loved these festival events cause i get to be with my friends. As i was walking around the venue my friends Rajesh and Mohan were around this girl . As i went near the first thing that caught my attention were her eyes which showed happiness and as if life seemed cheerful and then her smile as she was joking around with my friends , that smile was really something i would keep on thinking about the whole day .
I really wanted to know who she was . I said hi and my friends introduced me to her . Her name was Harika . She gave me a pleasant wave and i did the same thing . She was really beautiful in her traditional dress .
I added her on facebook after coming from the event . She looked even more beautiful in her profile picture which really i gazed for atleast 10 seconds . She was online that time so i told her that it was nice meeting her and she said the same thing to me. I asked her questions about herself and she to me . Then i found out that she lives quite close to me and i asked her if she wants to talk tommorrow in person.
From that day onwards and coming 2 months we really became good friends . We would also skype and chat for hours and hours . I would meet her early morning as she was waiting for her bus to school .
Harika was a really a joyful girl and not only that she is also a popular girl in her school . She told me she has 4 best friends to whom she tells everything . She had a very caring personailty . She loved her best friends and was always there for her friends.
As days go by , She became my new best friend and i was feeling very different about her . Something was telling me that i really wanted her and i want to be with her everytime . I could not stop thinking about her .
But then,she tells me that she is dating some guy .
For the first time , i felt jealous and a bit upset yet i felt happy for her. This guy was the most popular kid in her school which can be seen by his profile picture likes that goes above 300 . Yet despite that i felt she is really important to me . I really started to think about her everytime.
One day , i couldnt sleep all night cause i was just thinking about her all the time and this is when i knew that i Love her . All nights were without sleep . Just thinking about her smile and her eyes that just light up my day .
She posted a picture of her boyfriend and her together holding hands . I felt something had struck me cold and i began to shake . I felt as if someone took my heart away and crushed it . Then tears started coming from my eyes and then later i cried heavily for 30 mintues .
Harika called me her real best friend cause she always tells me her happiness and joy . She always asked for favors and i always did it without any hesitation. Yet she never knew that i did all this because i like her .
Just four days before my birthday ,Harika called me up and said it was important . So i rushed to meet at our hangout place before she said anything she hugged me really tight and started crying . Then she told me that her boyfriend broke up with her and said that she was not prefect for him. I hugged her with some more force . How can anyone do this ? What did that guy want from her? She is beautiful, smart and caring . I kept on asking myself but before that i needed to cheer her up , i told her that lets go to the ice cream store and i will treat her a 3 scoop ice cream which she really loves . She then told me , i wish all guys were like you Veer . Those words struck me hard . I was left with an hollow heart which makes my days painful .
Aside from that we became more closer and closer . She would trouble me by calling me at 3 in the morning or prank call . She would make plans for her future like how she would by a house in Dubai and talk about living there .
As months went on
I became really depressed and started crying all day because if i ask her out she would leave me and i would lose her forever. But one day she called me up and said that she likes a guy and if she should ask him out or not , i was dumbfounded , either should i tell her that she should or tell her that i love her but i knew that i cant keep this feeling inside me forever , i told her
"Harika , How does it feel when you like someone because you know you can't have them because your not the one they look for ? Harika , I love you . Harika for me your everything , for me your my soul , you fill up my hollow heart , your the reason that i like to thank God for everything , Harika will you be mine ? "
She hung up on me ...
I felt as if someone shot me from the back and i felt weak . I cried and cried until i fainted . She was the world for me and now i lost it .
But as they say , If your Love is true , nothing is impossible
3 days later as i walking around the neighbour hood , i felt someone hugging me from behind and saying "Veer , i am the mostly luckiest girl that i have person like you in my life who cares about me and respects me , i was blind all this time and always went for those cute guys but never cared about me , Veer will you be mine ? "
I turned around and gave her a tight hug and said " I feel alive and its all thanks to you "
4 years later we stil are together and still love each other
