I'm In Love With My Teacher (Shadamy)

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~Amy's POV~

I woke up. It was like any other day. But I still went to college, I went to my classes. But Christmas was coming, And I wanted that day to be special.

"Sigh"

I was at the stores looking at gifts. I was with Shadow because he wanted to hang out with me for missing so many days with me. It was like he was my boyfriend but no. He only see's me as a toy to play with. It was kinda cold. 

"Lets head back to my office so I can drop these off"

He had a bunch of stuff. I was wondering what it was but i never asked.

"Okay"

I followed him back.

...

He put the stuff down, on his seat. My chest was beating.

"Shadow! I need to tell you something!"

He looked at me confused.

"I was...I was kinda touched by someone else before you came sick"

Shadow's eyes widened.

"WHO?!"

Shadow grabbed my shoulders tightly and growled angrily.

"W-well.."

"Why? How?! Are you like the rest of those Sluts fucking every guy!?"

My chest twisted and hurted. 

"No! I hate those typ-"

"Then how?!"

"I fainted when i was walking to school! Sonic took me somewhere and he was forcing himself on me!!"

I heard a growl. I looked at Shadow, and he was growling angrily.

"How the fuck...Why the fuck did he touch you...Your mine!"

I blushed bright red. I looked down. My feelings were getting strong..Very strong.

"I Love You!"

I said softly. But I knew it was bad to say it, But i did anyways!Will he ever feel the same way?! What should i do? If he says--.

"No...You can't" 

My heart shattered. I thought me and him would work...But i was wrong..

"W-what?"

"You can't love me!"

He roared at me.

"Our contract is over"

My heart broke into millions and millions of pieces.

"D-dont say that!! No Shadow! I was kidding. I mean!!"

"Don't. I already said it. We'll just be teacher and student for now on"

He glares at me, I began to burst into tears.

"Don't say that! You said I was yours!"

He groans, and continues glaring at me.

"Get out of my face"

I burst into more tears. I ran out of the office and ran alway to the dorm. To my room. Where I have no room mate, I do its just she doesn't even come in here. I cried in my pillow, and fell asleep crying. 

...

I had no roommate. She got a new one, So i'm alone. All Alone. My stuff was still here, even the dresses Shadow got me, 

Shadow.

The thought of him crushed me more, were I didn't even want to get up. I cried more, until my head hurted and hurted. I hated myself for saying I love him. I hated that I couldn't see him. That I won't feel his touch.

...

A few more days past. It was still coming up. Christmas. I sighed. I sat up, I havn't ate nor drank anything. I havn't even left my room since then.

"Amy?"

I heard my door open, all the lights were off, it was so dark in my room. I hid under my covers.

"Amy."

I heard a soft voice, I looked.

"Cream.."

I cried but only through one eye. i jumped out of bed and hugged her tightly.

"Whats wrong?"

She asked patted my head.

...

I told her everything.

"Damn..."

I nodded.

"Your a mess. Come on we need to clean you up"

I shook my head. 

"Please."

I stood up as she pulled me into the shower, She turned it on, and the water went down. She helped me take off me clothes... As I went into the shower, I felt the water hit me.

"Lets see"

She started to wash me.

...

I got dressed. and she took me out of my room.

"Lets go to that ca-"

She stopped her sentence.

"I mean lets go to that good place to eat"

I only stared at her empty. She grabbed my hand and took me out. As we left, So many students glared at me, or looked at me like i'm a freak. I sighed and we headed to "You'r R.O.A.R.E.D" place. I sat down at the seat at the back while Cream ordered. People looked at me because of how horrible I looked. 

"Okay"

She sat down in front of me blocking me from every ones view.

"You going to be okay?"

I only shrugged. and or food was brought to us.

"Your order was R.O.A.R.E.D"

The hedgehog said with a plain face. He walked away.

"You need to find someone else"

"Dude. Everyone who gets heart broken are always told that crap. I need a bit more time"

"Its been a couple days Amy! No one knows were you've been"

"So?"

"Jesus Christ Amy whats wrong with you?"

"..."

"You've been grieving. Dont do that. Your wasting your time."

I sighed and began eating, the food tasted so good its been so long since I ate. I chomped down and ordered more. Cream just watched me.

~Shadow's POV~

I kept seeing Amy not attending classes. I havn't seen her. I want to.

"No!"

I shook my head, I sighed as I havn't slept. I thought of what she said

I love you

It kept repeating in my head. I felt happy. but I didn't want her to love me. I was scared. No. I didn't wan it!

"Sigh"

I sighed again and again. Even in classes as I taught them love. 

Love...Is so stupid