Chapter 4

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*3 days later, Raven's P.O.V.*

The last few days were hell. I woke up screaming and crying every night with horrible pains in my stomach, face and sides. One minute I was crying, then next I was laughing my ass off, then screaming at one of the guys, then crying again. The only good thing though, was it was happening less and less.

I was sitting in the living room, watching TV, completely involved in it, when Andy sat down next to me.

"Hey." He said.

"Hey." I said back, glancing at him.

"How are you?" He asked simply. Whats happening to me? I went off on him.

"HOW DO YOU THINK I AM?!?! I WAKE UP EVERY NIGHT SCREAMING AND CRYING!!! I'M LAUGHING ONE MINUTE AND DOING THIS THE NEXT!!!" I shouted at him. His face fell, and I felt bad.

"I'm sorry." He whispered. I rolled my eyes and started to walk away, but he grabbed my wrist. I spun around and hit him in the face, and I couldn't stop. I hit him in the nose, then I was being held back as he held the bridge of his nose.

For a few seconds I fought the grip of Ashley and Jinxx, then I broke down crying, falling to my knees, mumbling I'm sorry. He bent down next to me and put a hand on my shoulder.

"Look at me." I didn't want to look at him.

"Raven, look at me." He said, turning my head towards. I looked at him.

"Raven, it's fine. I'm not mad at you." He said his words soft and caring.

"B-But I punched y-you twice in the f-face." I stuttered through my tears. He moved forward and wrapped one of his arms around me, hugging me tightly, then letting go and getting up to go to the bathroom. I got up and returned to the couch, watching TV again. I still felt bad about it.

*6 days later*

Finally just about all of everything had stopped. I was still a little bipolar, but the worst of the pain had stopped and I only felt a couple twinges a day and I wasn't as violent, but when I hit Andy, I gave him a black eye and I apologized so much about it he got a little annoyed, which I felt bad about too, so of course what did I do? Apologize.

"Hey kiddo, how are you?" Andy asked, flopping down next to me.

"Better." I replied simply, not taking my nose out of my laptop, although what I was doing, I would not say.

"That's good...Especially considering you didn't give me a black eye this time when I asked you."

"I said I was sorry!" I almost shouted. He laughed, playfully punching me in the shoulder.

"So watcha doin'?" He asked.

"Uhh, nothing." I said quickly closing my laptop. I didn't want him to see what I was doing, I would feel bad.

*11 pm, later that day, Raven's P.O.V.*

I laid in my bed, typing to my boyfriend on a dating website I got bored and had randomly signed up for. The next thing I knew I was getting an email saying they had found a match for me. I checked out the guy and he was actually kind of cute, so I accepted the friendship request, and now...Well we were dating.

I don't know why I didn't want to tell Andy about it, I just didn't. I thought he would feel bad, considering I had this crazy theory he actually liked me. Not as a friend, like, like liked. As a crush. I laughed at myself, then at something perverted Alex-his name-said. I smiled as I typed back.

"You're such a dirty boy! :p"

"1, I'm not a boy. I'm a man. 2, you love it. 3, But I'm your dirty boy ;)" I giggled at his remark and replied.

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