I've known him ever since 4th grade
I started liking him when i was 13
My grandma told me I was too young for this
but I can't control it
That's what I feel
I realized that maybe grandma was so old, she forgot the memories of her teenage years.
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Time has passed
We became closer
I fell for him even more
I love seeing his eyes
I love how adorable he was whenever he play with his little brother
I love how protective he was
I love the way he sings even if it's off the tune
BUT
There's something I hate about him
I HATE THE WAY HE SAYS "I LOVE YOU"
because I know it was never for me
He had a girlfriend and I'm just here
HIS BESTFRIEND
I pretend to be happy everytime I see them.
When in reality I was actually hurt
Everyday, I wish he was mine
I wish I was the one who can make him happy
............................
One night he called me
it's 3 a.m.
His voice was sad and shaky
I can see his teary eyes just by listening to him
I asked him what's the problem
and this is what he said--
"I told her my struggles in the past,
she saw my scars and she left me.
I'm worthless, no one's gonna love me forever."
That night MY HEART DROPPED EVEN HARDER
If she loves him, she won't do that
Through the phone I can still hear him cry
I can hear him break down into pieces
But that night we talked and talked like time didn't exist.
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That night, I also had the courage to tell him what I've been afraid to tell for so long.
I told him I love him
I promised to him that I will always stay
I will never leave him
I will always be forever with him
