save me (Dylan O'Brien)

chapter 5

"how are you feeling today?" Nat asks me

"like I'm dying"

"don't be so morbid" she scowls me

"its hard not too, its only 6 days left supposedly"

"you look tiresome, rest sweetpea?"

I nod and lay back closing my eyes

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Waking up some hours later I hear talking

"is she doing any better?"

"her vitals are worse and she's Alot more sick that she was two days ago her heart is failing and she's still vomiting blood she's not getting better there almost no chance she will with the way her body is betraying her" I recognize my doctors voice

I hold my eyes closed tightly listening to him and Dylan who hasn't spoken too me in two days my throat is tight and I feel like I can't breathe I choke out a sob and they both turn obviously not expecting me to wake

"char"

"Dylan" I look away afraid to see his face

"how do you feel"

"like you care, you used me!"I yell and the doctor rushed out obviously feeling imposed

"I never" he whispers seething

"no Dylan you don't get to be mad, you hurt me horribly you had sex with me and haven't spoken to me since"

"do you know what last night was? A full moon if I stayed I would of killed you and I have my own pack to make sure don't kill anyone"

"I'm dying anyway"

"but not at my hands I'd never be able to live with myself if you died because I killed you"

"so the pack is more important"

"no char are you even listening to yourself?"

"apparently not"

"I won't kill you,my pack is looking for a Luna anyway"

"your mate...."

"and your it but I want you human"

"and in a few days when I die you'll need a new Luna"

"please don't be so negative"

"why not Dylan is this not getting through your Fucking head?I AM DYING!"

"please char"

"just leave please" he sighs and waits a minute before leaving

As he walked out my throat burned and I began choking on my blood seeing pure black I heard my name being called but this was it this was death