Chapter 1: "You can't help me"

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A/N:  I Hope you like this book, This was my first BoyxBoy book so I'm editing it again and continuing It. I would really appreciate any criticism to help me improve.

Jake's p.o.v:

"I said get me my fucking WHISKEY not the bloody cider, you faggot"

"I'm sorry mum" I pleaded "No you're not..... No son of mine sucks dick, you will rot in hell, JUST GET ME MY FUCKING WHISKEY", shaking I turned around to get the whiskey. 

Trying not to cry I walk up to the alcohol cupboard and pick up the bottle of whiskey and bring it to my mum, as I turned around I felt a sharp pain on my back, Turns out my mother had hit me with the bottle of cider I had forgot to take way. I winced at the pain, I could feel  the shards of glass in back and my blood soaking through my shirt.

I fell to the floor in pain and tucked myself into the fatal position by this time I crying, what really broke the camels back was after I had started crying My mother began kicking me until I passed out from the pain


I opened my eyes as I felt every bone in my body ache, as I was recalling what happened last night and I remembered about my mum and how  she cant help it, she has bipolar-ism and anger issues so when she gets like this she doesn't mean it. 

I got up and checked my watch to see what time it was "Shit it's 1 am and I have school tomorrow" I thought. I got up and looked around to see if my mum was there but luckily she wasn't, I crept back to my room to get  some sleep before school.

When I crept up the stairs to my room I managed to  grab the keys to my door and locked it just in case my mum wakes up again.

I walked to my mirror and looked at my back "It's only a few bits of glass, you'll be fine" I though   as I started to pick the glass out of my back. when I had finished I limped to my closet getting out a tin of drugs, I leaned against the wall and slide down to the floor. 

I popped open a packet of pills and put the last 2 in my mouth, as I swallowed, I felt relived that the pain would be gone soon, as I threw my self on my bed I heard my mum banging on the door but I just ignored it and drifted off into a dreamless sleep.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I awoke to the sound of my alarm ringing, I looked up at the clock, "6 am fucking hell "I thought. I threw my alarm on the floor and got changed.

"Mum." I whispered to see if she was up, apparently not. The coast was clear and I ran into the kitchen to raid the fridge,as I didn't get dinner last night, sadly there was no food. I guess I'm going to school with no food. "Great, just fucking great."I murmured under my breath.

"JAKE!" my mum screamed  "Are you okay honey, I'm so sorry" she cried and with that I ran out the house, I couldn't let her see what she did to me, it would break her heart to know she did this.

As I ran down the street this one thought was going through my head--- Its better to run than to hide.--



As I was walking to school I pulled out my phone to call P.J a.k.a my drug dealer.

 ----phone call----

 "Hey Dave. Meet me at the usual place yeah?" He moaned "You want the usual right?"he said, I could hear the hangover he had in his voice,"Yeah."After that he hung up. 

--phone call over----


10 minutes later I walked into an ally way and saw him, I passed him the money as he did with the drugs to me. 

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