Dan's POV-
Phil and I, we've always been platonic. Nothing more than a loving friendship. Lately, it hasn't been that way. Maybe it's the way he turns a loving Crimson when I grab his hand, or the way his deep-sea eyes look at me. I know something is there, and I'm glad it's there.I quickly regained my train of thought. Phil was looking at me, confused to say the least. I must of been thinking for a while. I looked back at Phil, still silent. I didn't blink or a say a word, I just looked. His dark charcoal hair was slightly frizzy, and his normally deep blue eyes were gray and colorless. He had almost translucent skin.
" Phil, are you okay? " I asked quietly.
" Dan, you haven't been yourself, I was getting worried. "
" What do you mean? " I stuttered.
" You've been distant. "
" I've just been thinking. "
" Are you sure you're okay? "
" Mhmm. "I knew he was worried, but how do you tell someone you've known for six years as a " Best Friend " that you want it to become more? I knew I would have to tell him somewhere down the line. However, it seems so confusing right now. Maybe I don't love him, its the placebo effect. Ether way, somethings there. Maybe it takes more than eye contact to figure out.
I've always had a problem with who I am. I've never confirmed who DAN really is, I've always had an idea, but nothing more than that. Maybe this will lead me to that. Maybe I will finally find who I have never found.
I turned on some music.
You don't have to say I love you to say I love you
Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons
We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue
Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money
All I need is you
All I need is youAll I need is Phil, and his Sky Of Stars.
VOUS LISEZ
Heart Eyes { A Phanfiction }
Fanfiction" Eyes are a window to the heart " Maybe he would love me if he didn't look away.