Forever

I still love you.

It was almost out three months and I was counting down. Everything was perfect but then a couple days after our three months, things started to change. My friends and him were starting to hate each other for no apparent reason. It was a constant war and I was under so much pressure. They were telling him to dump me and I felt like I was the one being shot. My friends who said they would take a bullet for me, where the ones behind the trigger. They knew I loved him, and I tried so hard to never give either one of them more attention than the other. I was under so much pressure and I felt that you was never supposed to pick a guy over your best friend.... So I made the worst decision ever.... I dumped him, only because they wanted me too.
He walks up to me after he gets the text, all he says is 'I love you' then he walked away like a lost puppy. I burst into tears in the middle of the school hallway and nobody's trying to comfort me, they did nothing but stare at me. The Carnival had arrived in town, my best friend thought it was a good idea to get him off my mind so I went with her. When we got there, we walked around the booths and then I saw him. I saw  him with a bunch of girls, and he looked just fine. It broke me, this guy that I had loved has already moved on. It made me start to think, if I had not broke up with him, would he have? Of course I still loved him, and I still wanted him back. I got home and took my shower because we had school the next day, I was sitting in the bathtub just letting the warm water hit me as I was screaming and crying. I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't, I didn't sleep what so ever that night. All I could do was muffle my screams with my pillow. The worst part was, I had to walk by him at school everyday. How do I keep myself from breaking down every time I see him?
The next day at school, I still had not stopped crying. I had never felt such heart break, and it was my fault. After school, we went to the Carnival again, and again he was there. I tried to ignore him, but my stupid little cousin yelled at him as I tried to hide. Later on, he caught up with me. I was too scared to speak to him, I wanted to but I couldn't. He walked away again like a lost puppy, nobody had known where he had went. I texted his friends and everything but they didn't know either. I texted him and he told me where he was. It was getting dark and I was still looking for him, finally I had saw him and I ran. I ran up to him, I grabbed his face, and I kissed him. We spoke for a while, and we got back together. My friends weren't to happy with the idea but I didn't care. I loved him with everything in me.