Power Trip || Beyonce & J.Cole

15.

"How is she doing?" My mom asked.

Bey was laying on the bed with her eyes closed and her hand rubbing her stomach.

"She's almost ready." I smiled.

I couldn't wait to see his little face and hold him.

I looked over at Bey as she held my hand. She was so beautiful. Her hair was in a messy bun and she was make up free.

I loved her so much.

I may not act like it sometimes. But i love her.

Damn, a nigga in love.

"We going to need everyone to leave but the father." We heard.

Bey looked at me with a glint in her eyes.

"You ready." she asked smiling.

"Hell yeah."

"Ms. Knowles I'm going to need you to push as hard as you can."

15 minutes later. We were blessed with our little boy. 8 pounds and pale as hell.

"Why the hell he so pale?" I asked watching bey kiss his cheek.

"Cole he's a new born. What you mean, he pale he look like you." She said causing everyone to laugh.

"He does look like me doesn't he." I smirked.

"Shut up. What do you want to name him?" She asked.

"What about Bahar?" I asked.

Her face lit with a smile. "Where did you get that from?"

"I'on know I'm just creative."

"I like that name." She said stroking Bahar's face.

"Bahar Knowles-Cole." I said.

"Cole why don't we just keep his last name Cole." She said.

"Are you sho'?" I asked.

"Your the father of course I would want him to have your last name."

"Okay than Bahar Cole." I said.

"Welcome to the world Bahar."

*

"You need to sleep."

"Cole, I'm fine." Bey said.

This was our third night back home. Bey hasn't slept since we were at the hospital.

"You haven't slept since we left the hospital."

"Cole."

"Tell me what's going on?" I asked.

She got up from the couch and took Bahar to his room. She came back down and sat on the couch.

"I've been having this feeling, like somebody's watching me." She said rubbing her face.

"How long?" I asked.

"Since we left."

"Are you sure your not just over thinking this?"

"You don't believe me?"

"Beyonce it's not that, it just you haven't got any sleep-"

"I knew you wouldn't believe me."

"Beyonce-"

"I'm going to check on Bahar." She said walking upstairs.

"Cole!" I heard her scream.

I ran to Bahar's room to see what was going on.

"What's wrong?" I said going up to her.

"He's gone!" She cried.

"What you mean, he's gone?" I yelled.

"He's not in his crib. Go call the police!"

*

"Ma'am I going to need you to tell me what happened."

"She's already talked to that other guy man. Just find our baby, man!" I yelled.

"Yes sir."

"Who do you think took him?" Bey mumbled.

"I'on even know man." I said thinking for a while. "Jay."

"What?"

"You don't think he would do something like this?" I asked.

"Cole, Jay's an ass but I don't think he could do this." She said getting up and walking up to our room.

"Why not?" I asked, walking behind her.

"Jay's not that kind of guy."

"Do you even know who he really is! He fucking cheated on you for half your relationship. Why are you defending him?" I yelled, without thinking.

"I'm not defending him!" She yelled back.

"Bey I didn't mean-"

"No! You're acting like I didn't lose him to. I want him back just as much as you do!" She said falling to the floor crying.

I walked to her trying to put my arms around her, but she pushed them off.

"I told you I was being watched!" She yelled again.

"Bey-"

"Stop! Just leave."

She balled her body, wrapping her arms around her legs.

"I'm not going anywhere."

"Fine than. I'll just leave."

She got up heading to the closet and coming out with a bag.

"Beyonce stop." I said grabbing her arm.

"Let me go!" She screamed. "I just want to be alone."

"Okay."

I let got of her hand, letting her walk out the door.

"Damn." I yelled.

Just when I thought everything was going okay.