August POV
I was laying down in the dark on my bed staring at the ceiling thinking about what has been going on in my life lately and I've been through a lot of bullshyt and I'm still going strong,but I can't stop thinking about all this fame shyt like it's really got a niggah thinking.....
Don't get me wrong i love all my fans and the money, but its more than just partying and getting money ... Its like i gotta be cautious of what I say or do just because I'm a so called "celebrity" i got to act or look a certain way for all of my fans to love me like they do,but there is some that don't give a fuvk what i look like or how I act and they just love me for me the real August not just as a celebrity.....
I really don't understand why all of a sudden all these girls wanna be wit me,but befo' when i was working hard to get my money in the streets they didn't even kno i existed .... Once u have the fame u can't go back and i don't wanna go back,but the family starting to accuse me of setting up my brother and all this other bullshyt......
My nieces getting older and I am trying my best to be the best uncle aug i can be to them,but when you got a career as a musician you got to put things a side and focus on that and its hard telling them no i can't get them on certain days because I'm mostly in the studio workin on new music .....
As u all should kno I was in a coma not to long ago and that was when people started feeling all bad for me and shyt,but it was because I was working hard day and night for what I wanted and its not like I knew it was coming,but I felt as if I had to do something new and it had to be big cause i felt as if I'm not putting my all into my music anymore.......
This is the present and ima start doing me cause it seems like I can't trust nobody no more and it's a shame I feel this way,but I just can't take all the hurt and pain no more.....
After i got done thinking I turned on the light and went to the bathroom to take a shower so i can cool down for a little bit then head over to the studio and get some work done......
30 minutes later
I got out the shower wrapped a towel around my body and went to my closet and looked for something to wear which I really didn't feel like doing nothing,but I had to get some work done today and i had to get something to eat cause a mf haven't ate nothing all day......
I got dressed and got me some Mc.Donald's then headed over to the studio and got straight to work cause i ain't wanna waste no time and just get done with it.....
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August is a strong person......
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