Another Kind of Fairy Tale (Phan mpreg)

This is life.

*Previously*

Dan then pulled me into a hug, a very long one at that, before saying "this is just the start of something new, it feels so right to be here with you" I look at him, "did you really just quote high school musical?" he nodded "yes, it's just me, you and jellybean"

"Dear Mr Phillip Lester,
                           We would like to ask you to come back into the centre to have another scan as we have some concerns regarding the health of the baby. Your appointment is on Monday 16 November  11am.

If you cannot make the appointment or have any questions, please call our office on 0800 837254.

Thanks,
             Dr. Aidan Brewer"

I just stared mindlessly at the letter I had in my hand. I couldn't believe it. So many questions were running through my mind, what if I lost the baby? What if it means that i'm going to die? What if me and the baby die? I knew there was going to be complications with my pregnancy but I didn't think it was going to be this early on.
I looked at my phone, 9th of November, that means I have a week to get all my panicking over and done with, what about Dan? How in the actual flack do i bring this into conversation? Oh dear lord.

I re-read the letter over and over again, just to make sure I wasn't missing anything or I wasn't reading it wrong but now, the doctor had concerns for the baby. This is going to be one hell of a roller coaster.

I paced back and forth down the hall, very anxious about Dan coming home. Where was he anyway? He just left without much to say. He seemed in a hurry but he took money so maybe the shops. Hmmm.

Dan came back from what u can only presume is the shops but when I looked he had nothing that would say that was where he was and he was all red and out of breath. "Did you run back?" I ask " um, yeah, I guess" he said taking his coat off and throwing himself on the couch and going in his phone.

I sat down beside him and slowly began to speak "so um I got a letter today" I took a breath "here, read it" and I passed it to him.

I watched his eyes follow the lines and every so often he would stop, as if he was questioning something. He put the letter on the arm of the chair and went back into his phone. I stood up a little bit annoyed and said "what? That's it? Are you not concerned??" My voice rising with every question.

He didn't even look up. "I dunno, should I be?" I stood there, shocked by what had just came out of his mouth "you should be, it's your baby!" okay, now I'm annoyed, seriously, what's he playing at "well there's nothing to worry about so I shouldn't be worried" okay, what. "You know what. Fine.  Be that way" I said storming off into our room.

I sat on my bed and began to cry. I don't know if it's because I feel like Dan doesn't want the baby at all or it's just my hormones but it's all I could think to do.

After a few minutes of crying and a nap, I went through to the lounge to apologise but I was met with a piercing sharp pain in my stomach.

I fell to the floor, clutching my stomach "DAN! HELP ME" there was another pain. Not even a second later, Dan came running through "what's wrong?" Another pain came and I curled up into a ball and managed to weakly say "I think there's something wrong with the baby". I watched as the colour drained from his face and his eyes went wide "I'm going to call an ambulance" and he ran off to find a phone.

I tried to get up but was brought back down by a pain that was even worse that the ones before. I looked on the floor and there was blood everywhere. I immediately began to panic. So much so that I passed out.

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I woke up in the back of an ambulance, with everything really blurry for a moment. When my vision had cleared, I seen a paramedic and a very concerned Dan looking over me. "He's awake!" I heard someone shout but I was still too dazed to register who it was.

The next thing I knew I was being wheeled into the hospital, Doctors and Nurses crowding around me and I was being taken into a room of some description. The hospital staff were running around, making me even more dazed.

People were shouting things I didn't understand, attaching things to various parts of my body. I looked around and seen Dan with tears filling his eyes, looking down at me and before I knew it I had blacked out again.

I woke up to the sound of beeping, everything was bright and I had another pain in my stomach. I look around to see Dan sitting in the corner "what, what happened?" He stood up slowly and kneeled beside me and took a deep breath "um, you were in a lot of pain and you were bleeding really badly and umm, I don't know how to say this but they're gone Phil" I felt my heart skip a beat. I knew exactly what he was meaning "no they can't be, we were doing just fine" I said burying my face in my hands. I couldn't believe what I had just heard. My baby was gone and I felt empty.

For the next few days, I had to stay into the hospital so they could do checkups and make sure I was healing properly, my body had recovers but I hadn't. I couldn't understand how my baby was here one minute and gone the next.

I had got to hold my baby. They were so tiny, it hadn't formed properly yet but you could see that it was a human, it had human features and characteristics. It was heartbreaking to see and to go through it was even worse.

Dan comforted me that night and we both cried and had our moments it even though this whole thing is upsetting, it's a part of life and that's the way it goes.

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I hope you enjoyed this rather short chapter :3