Bad Decisions(Nalu)

Chapter 3: Reason to Live

"STOP!"

It was like the voice of an Angel telling me to proceed and wash all my worries away.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?"

What am I doing? I'm doing the only thing that can revive me of the painful moments I had throughout life.

"GET DOWN FROM THERE!"

I will once I spread my wings.

I closed my eyes. This is it. This is the end of Lucy Hearfilia. The druggie, the prostitute, the pick-pocket, and the stripper. She will now fly away. Forever.

I slowly started to release the grip my hands had on the railings. The weight on my body was lifted and I felt like I could finally fly.

I wish it would just end.

Just fly away.

Finally.

Finally, it could end, and I can fly away from life.

It all happened so suddenly. There was pain on my wrist in a second. And then the next second I was hanging by the balcony of a huge building.

I looked up to see....not somebody I wanted to see.

"Let go!" I managed to choke out.

"Luce, what are you doing?" whispered Natsu. He seemed on the verge on tears....serves him right.

"Natsu you need to let go of me."

"No!"

"Natsu let go of me!"

He was now crying. Seeing him like this, it just made me cry too.

"Luce I'm pulling you up."

"Natsu! Stop! I said let go of me!"

"WHY?"

"B-B-BECAUSE OF YOU!"

This is turning into a scene from the Titanic. Just let go already.

I heard fire engines and radios all below me. I looked down to see a net right below me and firetrucks and police men scattered all over the place. And then people were watching from all over. Yay, I'm famous.

"Luce its gonna be alright just bear with me.....please."  said Natsu in a hoarse voice. He really seemed sad.

"Natsu why did you lie?" I asked.

"Just..please don't kill yourself over something.....SO STUPID!"

"It's not that! I'm not gonna do this because of that!"

"Then why? Why?"

Should I tell him? Should I tell him what I really am?.....Maybe not in this situation where he's holding me over a balcony.....but then again I might not tell him if I'm really gonna kill myself.