So I sat in front of my note book and wanted to write something! I suddenly had this idea and I just wrote and wrote. This poem or whatever it is, describes a bit how I feel atm. The language is really simple and maybe there are some mistakes here and there. English isn't my mother tongue- I just wanted to express my feelings in the language I like and in which I think I can explain them the best....I hope you like it though and please let me know what you think! Thank you! :)x
This is it a new chapter starting now. Not trying to hide behind someone I am not. Everybody has to see the real me.
She said.
Went shopping, put make-up on, looking good in these new heels.
Now everybody is wondering who this girl is standing there, being confident, laughing.
Dancing at parties, drinking too much and boys is her life now.
She's a lot of friends a boyfriend even.
Is she happy?
There she sits by the window looking at the stars shining so bright.
She had everything she dreamt of... well she thought so.
Now she feels odd in these clothes. Not the same as before, no love for her.
The new friends, are they friends? And this boy? She gave him everything he wanted to.
And now?
He doesn't talk to her... Nobody knows why...
And what about her real friends? The ones she had before.
No she can't go back to them.
Too ashamed for the thing's she's done.
Now was it worth to be like all the others?
