Lilian's P.O.V
"so your leaving?" she said to me with a serious tone , i feel so embarrassed and at the same time ashamed of what ms. susan just saw and heard from me i let out a sigh looking down and don't know what to say....
" I Guess , i don't know it's just a stupid thought that came up to me " i explained unsure of what's going on my mind if i was sure of leaving the orphanage or not ..i looked back up to her waiting for what she have to say to what i just said but she doesn't look that happy..." wait when did you got here anyway did you heard the whole thing i said? " i added
" yeah the last part i heard but the whole thing you did here no... " she replied with a sweet tone of her voice letting out a bit of a smile i sighed in relief thank god she didn't see me talking to myself and being emo and stuff cuz that would be embarrassing ... for me
" so now you know about the whole meet me in paris thing this means your going ? " she added crossing her arms being more serious now
" i told you i don't know im not sure .... *sighs*" i lied once again , i know to myself that im sure of going and i want to go but i don't want to hurt mrs. susan's feelings i looked down yet again and can't look at her eyes i can't when i know im lying ...
" lili... i know your lying and i know you really want to go and if that's your descision it's fine with me " i quickly looked up at her smiled what was i thinking of course she'll undersatnd me ! sometimes i really hate myself ...
" r-really ? it's fine with you? you won't get mad ? " i asked her just to reassure if she was just saying this but just seeing her face smile at me of course she mean it i hugged her tight letting a tear fall a bit knowing maybe this is the lat time i will ever hug mrs. susan again the person i known as my second mother the only person i feel loved
"thanks you for understanding " i let go and wiped some of the tears on the corner of my eye she just smiled at me " of course ill understand why woudn't i .. now pack your bags im going to take you to the train station and ill book you a plane ticket as well" she said with a hurried tone but at the same time sweet as usaul i smiled an said thank you one again and start packing my bags as she went out closing the door behind her
I was almost done packing when someone knocked on the door "it's open!" i shouted as i go back to my packing and see EMILYmy bestfriend since were just kids in a diaper came in "hey wow your really are leaving" she said to me closing the door behind her she was grining but i know deep inside she's pretty upset about it
" yeah ... " i said putting the last t-shirt in my suitcase as i zip it close i let out a sigh and looked at her " you can come to the train station if you want too "i said putting my hands in my pocket waiting for her to answer she shaked her head disagreeing " no thanks i rather stay here cuz i know ill just... nevermind ... want me to help you with packing?" i can't resist but to laughat what she said " im done packing you saw me zip my luggage right? "
"oh right... my bad sometimes i space out" she let out a giggle and just looked at me as she began to be quiet
" hey don't worry ill still drop by here and visit you guys ... that's if i do find my grandmother "
"don't worry you will and if you do don't forget about me alright n if you feel homesick you know who you'll call ok " she said with a smile on her face tries to hold back tears that is forming in her eyes "oh stop it your making me cry now " i wiped the tears that formed in my eyes and hugged her tight not wanting to let go of my bestfriend as mrs. susan knocked and came in
" we gotta now lili train leaves in 20 min" she remined . i let go of emily and said our final good byes she wiped her tears and now i know she was crying i just smiled "hey take care of my room for me ok " and give her my last favor i glanced at the roomfor the last time and went out the room with emily and susan
we went outside the orphanage giving lili one last hug and waved at the the other kids who i know will be sad that im leaving them but not as much how ill miss them too we get a cab putting my luggage in the trunk and shut the door as the cab drove to the train station
i was quiet the whole ride and it felt a very long ride once we got there i quickly pulled out my luggage and head staright to the terminal with susan we waited for the train to arrive and im afraid to say anything , cause i know it will just bring me to tears once i talk to her
" hey stay safe alright? " i looked at her and just nodded and as the train arrived i hugged her one last time "stay safe too ok ... " she nodded to and let go of me i see a tear fall from her face and i wipe it off
"pls don't cry you i hate to see you upset just think that im right beside yo alright" i said to her as the train arrives she let me go as i go in the train
i waved at her , and sat down as the train starts to go ...... all i was thinking of is
a new adventure
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DESTINY? (niall horan lovestory)
FanfictionLilian marie jones is an orphan who's only wish is to find her parents which in this case her grandmother and takes a flight to paris to go and find her but what if one flight mistake changes everything she planned....
