I don't want to look nice for you.
I don't want to be nice to you.
I don't want you to look at me.
I don't want you to notice me.
I don't want you to talk to me.
I don't want you to make me laugh.
I don't want your smile to give me butterflies.
I don't want your laugh to sound like music.
I don't want to get lost in your eyes.
I don't want to love you.
But the thing is
I do
It happened
I'm damned
