I woke up to the sound of an alarm clock. for some reason I had been having a bad dream, that I did not remember. That always happened, I could not remember not even one of my dreams for the life in me. I jumped at the sound of Christofer's throat clearing. Oh god, that had scared the shit out of me. Feeling his arms slowly wrap around my waist and him say 'Hey'. I hung back trying to calm down. I got scared so easily I hated it, with a fiery passion. My legs would buckle and I'd fall to the ground, screaming in fright. That was the why I hated Halloween. I could never go to scary haunted houses, or to the corn maze where people jumped out at you.
'You okay?' his soft sweet voice asked me, gosh he was beautiful even with a frown on his face.
"Nothing," I paused, feeling my lighting fast pulse, " Just.. I had a bad dream," I admitted looking at him.
' Wanna talk about it? ' He'd asked looking in to my eyes. Oh god his eyes were so handsome.
"No I'm fine" I wished I could talk about it. I had lied. Whatever it was had been really bothering me. More than any other bad dream I'd ever had.
'In that case,' he smiled his handsome smile and pulled me in to his arms. ' Come here.'
We kissed for a bit, it was soft and compassionate at first but then it got deeper, and more forceful. Mhm, I loved the way his lips felt on mine. I felt a wave of relive come over me. I was safe. I was in his arms. Untouched and unharmed. We were together and in love. Nothing would change that. Not even the large age difference. It wasn't that large. I was 16 he was 20, it was only four years. but we kept our relationship secret in fear of getting in trouble. As we kissed I slid out of his favorite 'Joplin' shirt. Physical human contact, or really any sort of human contact, was not something that I had much experience with, and having Christofer so close to me for so long was beginning to overwhelm me. But at the same time I did not care. I wanted him, needed him. I'd crashed at his house the night before, lied, told my parents I was at Stephanie's house. We'd just talked all night, and only got up to get the Chinese that we'd ordered.
Feeling his hands unclasping my bra I smiled at him tenderly. I'd never really done, 'it' before. But I knew Christofer was the right one. He traced my naked collarbone and then smiled pushing himself up on his hands and knees,
' Do you want to?' He asked me.
" Sure, " I whimpered out. my heart beating faster than it had when I'd woken up from the bad dream.
'Are you Sure?' Christofer asked again looking in to my soft blue eyes. I nodded and then wriggled out of my underwear as he took off his shirt. Christofer was the right guy. I knew that sense the day I'd met him at my older sister Samantha's Birthday party. They were friends too. It was so hard to keep it secret through. With all his friends trying to get him to go out on dates or hook up with girls. As far as I knew he'd stayed true to me. I was glad of that too.
*Note From Kellie: i will be writing more shortly. Sorry about not explaining everything yet, you will understand later in the story. <3 thanks for reading :)
Running a hand through my dirty blonde hair, I was practically quivering with anticipation.You are confident. You are calm. I took In a deep breath, and smiled as he lowered his naked hips in between my thighs. I wrapped my arms around his neck and stared into his hazel eyes. His face was serious. I was lost in the symmetry of his face. His smile lit my body on fire. All he had to do was smile that sexy half smile and I was all his. And he knew it.
'You ready love bug?' He'd asked with his smile still on his face.
I nodded, oh god how I was ready, but at the same time I was also nervous. Feeling him slowly slide in to me, I whimpered a bit. I pressed my palms to his chest, leaving some space between us. It hurt at first, but not that much. God, so much for taking it slow. By the time we were done my head was spinning in pleasure. My breathing was finally calming down. I propped myself up on my elbow and looked at the time. Oh shit. I was supposed to meet Samantha for lunch.
"I have to go," I told him getting up, shrugging in to my under wear and a bra. My legs felt weak oh god. Samantha would know. I put on my shirt and then kissed Christofer before putting on my shorts. " I will call you," I said before waking down the stairs and out of his apartment.
